If I'd known that night would be the last time I saw you
I would have said more, said something different.
If I'd known that was the last time I'd get to drown
In your amazing, gorgeous, deep, stunning, magnetic gaze,
Would I have said everything on my mind?
I was preoccupied with my world falling apart.
That's always how it goes, isn't it?
We didn't have anything special, I knew that.
It was special to me though.
Even if I was just a filler for you, I don't mind.
Is that bad?
I got attached and watched you leave.
I'm hurting, I'll probably never see you again.
"I love you"
"Please, Lord, let him be okay. Keep him safe, help him be happy."
Those words stay on my tongue, every day, burning like silver chains.
People keep saying all the normal platitudes and I hate it.
It does not help.
You've done what's right by you,
I'm doing what's right by me.
You're gone, I love you.
Can I fall in love with someone after this?
Is there a deeper level yet to reach?
Missing you is pain that goes bone deep.
Will my story ever change?
My place in life is always second place,
To show others love, to fall and never be caught.
Will someone ever love me enough to tear the world apart for me?
I don't think so.
You've done what's right by you.
I'm doing what's right by me.
I guess that's all that matters.
I guess that's all there is.
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