During their meal Richard, Vincent, and Cedric spent
most of their time discussing the arrival of the other guests tomorrow, which
apparently included the Crown Prince and his new bride, the princess of Bergon
which was to the north.
Eleanor listened on in silence, not interested enough
to join in on the conversation, but figuring it would probably be beneficial to
know who she would be meeting the next day.
Mainly, however, she found her mind wandering to what
she did know about Prince Gabriel. Her brother often spoke highly of him. He
was a man of regal bearing and demeanor, but of a gentle heart.
Or, at least that’s what Vincent said.
The son of the current King Francis, Gabriel was fo
inherit the kingdom in a time of unrivaled peace and prosperity – a state which
Vincent was certain would continue through his friend’s reign.
“He
cares about the people. Really cares, El. I just know things will only get
better with him as our leader.” Vincent had said.
Eleanor was excited to meet the person her brother spoke so fondly of.
And then there was the Crown Princess, Daphne. What
Eleanor knew about her came only from rumors. She was supposed to be incredibly
beautiful, but theirs was a marriage of convenience born from a desire to unite
the small nation of Bergon with the larger and more economically stable.
Some thought this was in preparation of war. Though
small, Bergon was located in the Gregor Alps – and was therefore rich with iron
ore.
But that was only speculation.
“…what do you think, Eleanor?”
The sound of her name brought her back from her
thoughts.
“Hmm? Sorry, I wasn’t paying attention.” Eleanor yawned.
“El…” her brother sighed, shaking his head.
“She’s had a long day. It’s understandable that she’d
be tired.” Cedric chuckeled. “Anna.” He called, and one of the serving maids
stepped forward. “Please take Mrs. Eleanor to her room.” The maid bowed and
Eleanor stood, rubbing her eyes.
“Excuse me.” Vincent said, before following her into
the hallway.
“Are you alright El?” He asked, giving her a worried
look.
“I’m fine.” She responded, brushing off her brother’s
worries. “Just tired, like Cedric said.”
Vincent didn’t appear to believe her.
“Hold still.” He said, lifting his wrist to her forehead.
“Just as I thought. You have a minor fever.” He pulled
away, shaking his head.
“It’s not because I fell asleep outside.” Eleanor
stated.
“No. It’s because of stress.” Vincent observed,
releasing a long sigh. “El, I…”
Eleanor held up her hand.
“Vincent. Don’t even try to take all the blame on
yourself. If anyone should be apologizing, it’s me for having made you worry.” She
smiled reassuringly at her brother. “I’m fine. I just need some sleep. So don’t
look so distressed. If Cedric sees you like this, your reputation really will
be ruined.” Leaning forward, she gave him a quick peck on the cheek.
“And anyway, you know how much I hate listening to
political talk. Now I have an excuse to avoid it!” she joked. Vincent finally
lightened up, giving a small smile.
“Yeah, yeah. Go on. Enjoy it while you can, there will
be three times as much boring political talk tomorrow when everyone else arrives.”
He said.
“Maybe if I pretend to be sick tomorrow I can avoid
that as well!” Eleanor called over her shoulder, earning a low chuckle.
“Don’t even try it El. Sleep well.” And with that
Vincent walked back to the dining room leaving Eleanor to follow the maid
through the maze like mansion until she finally arrived at her room.
“Do you need anything else, Mrs.?” The maid asked.
“No, thank you.” Eleanor stated, and the maid bowed
and shut the door.
Eleanor was too tired to even bother admiring the
beauty of the room. Slipping out of her dress and loosening her corset, she collapsed
into the bed and immediately was overtaken by the sweet darkness of sleep.
Fear
squirmed its way up through her chest, writhing painfully as it holed itself
away in her throat – making it hard to breathe.
She
was running. Running through darkness, her only guide the warm and clammy hand
holding her own and dragging her on and on and on.
She
could barely move her feet.
She
could barely move at all.
She
wanted to stop and fall to the ground and cry.
But
she didn’t.
Instead
she swallowed the tears and the fear and confusion and let herself be pulled
even further into the shadows.
Eleanor sat up with a start, her heart pounding in her
ears. For a moment she was frozen in terror, glancing wildly about her in the
unfamiliar darkness.
But after a moment, the events of the day came rushing
back, and she felt herself calm just a little.
It has been awhile since she’s last had a nightmare.
When her Uncle first took her in, she’d had them every
time she’d closed her eyes. Every time she was alone in the dark.
The night terrors back then were far worse than the
few she experienced now. As a child she’d wake screaming and thrashing. She
wouldn’t allow anyone to touch her, and she wouldn’t calm until morning. Back
then everyone wondered why her Uncle put up with her. She wasn’t his child, after
all. He’d taken her in of the streets- adopted her into his home out of
kindness, not necessity.
Not even Eleanor knew why her Uncle had taken care of
her at that time, rather than sending her away to an asylum.
And after a few months the terrors became less
frequent.
After a few years they came to a stop altogether.
Eleanor, who had been unable to speak upon her arrival
at the Gregory household became undiscernible from any other ten year old. She
laughed and cried and played.
She was happy.
Still, when the nightmares did come back, Eleanor had
a hard time calming herself back down. When she was younger and shared a room
with Vincent she would wake her brother and he’d let her climb into his bed. He’d
turn on a lamp and pull out one of his books and read until Eleanor fell
asleep.
But now, alone, she had to find other ways to occupy
her mind.
Getting out of bed, Eleanor lazily got dressed and
grabbed the gas lamp from the bedside table before heading out into the empty corridors
of the mansion. She was grateful to see the lightening of the horizon,
signaling the coming of dawn. Within the next hour or two the household would
be abuzz in preparation for the arrival of the other guests
Until then, however, Eleanor decided to spend her time
reading in the library. She was relatively sure she’d be able to find her way despite
the lack of light.
If Eleanor had one talent, it was that no matter ow
lost se was, she would always manage to find her way to her destination somehow.
After a couple wrong turns Eleanor finally arrived at
the familiar doorway, and upon opening it found the room already occupied by
the telltale light of a lamp.
“Hello?” she whispered into the silence. Who else
could possibly be awake at this hour?
Stepping into the room and closing the door softly behind
her, Eleanor made her way towards the flickering lamp, wondering if someone had
accidentally left it on.
“Eleanor?” A voice questioned from behind her, making
her jump.
“Could you have at least tried to not sneak up on me
like that?” she demanded, gritting her teeth. She had come here to calm down,
not terrify herself even more. Cedric smiled apologetically, moving out from
between a pair of bookcases.
“Consider it repayment for when you first came in
here. I thought I was going to jump out of my skin. I’m not exactly used to
others moving around this early in the morning.” He chuckled, moving to the
table and taking a seat.
“Yes, well, I didn’t exactly expect anyone else to be
awake either.” Eleanor responded, pulling out the chair across from him. “So
what has you up and wandering so early?” she asked, feeling slightly award.
“Couldn’t sleep. You?”
“Same.” She responded. They sat in silence for a
moment, before Cedric stood, heading towards the row of bookcases. He returned
moments later, setting a hefty tomb in front of Eleanor before returning to his
seat. The title across the front read: Plants
and Herbs of the North.
“I got this while I was in Bergon.” He said, nervously
rubbing the back of his neck. “The Crown Prince mentioned that Vincent liked
plants and things so I thought I could use it as a sort of peace offering. I
didn’t realize his interest was born from his sister.” He chuckled nervously.
Eleanor opened the book, skimming the pages, a smile forming on her lips.
“You’re wrong. It was actually Vincent who inspired
me.” She said, closing the book. “You know, he wasn’t always into politics.
When we were little, whenever we went outdoors he would point out all the different
plants to me and tell me their medicinal name and purpose.” Eleanor shook her
head, unable to hold back a smile at the memory. “I used to fall asleep to him
reading books on medicinal plants. But being an apothecary doesn’t exactly pay
well, and Vincent wanted to make something of himself, something my Uncle would
be proud of. And he did.”
“So the reason why you want to become an apothecary is
to fulfill your brother’s dream?” Cedric asked. Eleanor shrugged.
“I guess that’s part of it. But don’t get me wrong. I’m
not so selfless that I’d devote my life to something I have no personal interest
in. I want to help others, and becoming an apothecary is something even a woman
can do.” She smiled. “The fact that I can make my brother proud is just an added
bonus.”
Cedric nodded, placing his chin in his hand.
“I’m almost jealous.” He spoke, lips turning upward. “Whichever
one of you I talk to, you both care about each other very deeply. I’m an only
child, so I’ve never had the benefits of such a relationship.”
“I guess having siblings does have its benefits. But
have you seen the two of us together? All we can do is argue!” Eleanor shook
her head. Vincent brought out the best in her, as well as the worst.
“And even when you’re arguing, you still seem to be
having fun.” Cedric responded, leaning back in his seat and running his fingers
through his honey colored hair. “Just listening to you both makes me tired.”
“Try being the one doing the arguing.”
The sun had begun to rise, and pale orange light
filtered in through the windows, brightening the darkening room and signaling
the beginning of what Eleanor was certain to be a very long day. Cedric yawned,
pushing to his feet.
“Well, I’m afraid I must depart. My morning duties
call. Would you like me to have one of the servants prepare you some coffee?”
Cedric asked, cocking his head.
“Please.” Eleanor could use the caffeine. Today was
bound to require more than the usual amount of energy.
“Alright then. And go ahead and keep the book. It was
meant for your brother after all. I’m certain that if I gave it to him
personally, he’d probably just pass it along to you anyway.”
“You’re probably right about that.” Cedric had grown
to understand the inner workings of her family quite well in such a short period
of time.
“Well then, I’ll bid you farewell. I’ll probably miss
breakfast, so apologize to your Uncle and brother for me, will you?” Cedric
asked, backing towards the door.
“Consider it done.” Eleanor smiled. Cedric nodded in
thanks then disappeared into the hallway, leaving Eleanor to her reading.
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