Hey DiannePan.
First of all- thank you for sharing with everyone, it's insightful and something that I, at least, can relate entirely. While I hope and wish to make some kind of contribution to the literary world, it is intimidating to see what an author has to come up against, to the point of near hopelessness.
Second of all, I could tell this was hard for you, because well- you pointed it out, multiple times. The points you made about the sentences were quite clever, though they refer to themselves as the sentence in question. Because the sentence itself provides no real information, sensitive or not, they don't quite make sense, if you know what I mean?
For instance:
This sentence you’re reading right now was deleted four times.
Because at the time of reading this sentence I was reading this particular sentence, you are effectively telling me you wrote out "This sentence you’re reading right now was deleted four times. " and deleted it four times. While possible, it is improbable given the circumstances. You may consider making the subject a different sentence- such as "The sentence you have just read" or "The sentence you are about to read".
Same goes for the one about "pausing before writing this sentence."
Other than that minor fault I could find, I think you have a genuine and rateable little piece. It is genuine because it feels unpolished, but thought out. I could almost feel the time poured into it, staring at the screen, unsure what to write. This is good, it gave me the idea that I could relate to you and feel what you were feeling while you were writing it- whether what I felt is anything close, I can't know. But what's important is I felt that I did.
And lastly- I sincerely hope you find a safe haven here, with the members of YWS- we are all struggling writers, hoping against hope to get published and make some kind of influence on the literary world. It's helped me over the years, so I hope it helps you just as much.
Good luck, hope you find some happiness.
-Nutty
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