Young Writers Society

A'ight!
This goes to kinda' a hip-hop beat. I've been debating for a few days over if I should post this or not. After much deliberation (and against my better judgement) I'm posting. Please feel free to post on the poem alone and not the subject of which it is about. It's about the only poem I've gotten out of myself for the longest time, and I needed to put something here. So slaughter me.

I won't say I didn't love you,
I won't say we couldn't try,
And I won't say that I don't think of you,
'Cause that would be a lie.

Not like I didn't try n' tell you,
Not like you didn't feel the same,
But I think about it everyday,
And it's driving me insane.

In my dreams I see you,
And I want to hold you tight,
But I'm tossing in my sleep,
My heart ain't gonna' give up this fight.

It pains me to see you now,
I ask what could have become?
Would today be the same as yesterday?
Back when we tried to run away.
How could I have been so dumb?

But you were on and off with my best friend,
And I was to go on with yours,
Waited three days for you to say no way,
But instead you said okay.
What the hell was I waiting for?

Is that why you stayed with him?
Felt like you were on the shelf?
I tried not to hurt my best friend,
But I ended up hurtin' myself.

And now I'm waiting for a dream,
A dream of sweet release,
Where I can find my sanity,
Where I can find some peace.

So strip away my heart,
Freeze my tears before they fall,
These dreams ain't worth the pain I feel,
And I wanna' stop 'em all.

Goodbye.



Well, there it is. Enjoy.
PS The title is as random as my thoughts right now, but someone knows how I am with thoughts.
And the poll is an honest poll. I don't like having titles perfectly relate to the poem.