Squinting through the mist of my messed up life,
trying to understand what they hope to gain.
Does seeing others in pain satisfy their greed,
or just contain it for the time being.
No one knows the feelings buried deep within my soul,
no one has searched below the surface.
Chipping away until I fit their criteria,
acting like the person they want all the time.
My rage expressed with tears that no one notices,
my fury building up and burning inside of me.
Does anyone care at all,
or do I mean nothing to them?
My empty heart has been sealed,
my feelings locked away where no one can find them.
Everyone gets someone different,
because that's the only way to please them.
It all happened in a blur,
I tried to keep calm and settled.
But they pushed it just one step too far,
my fury uncontrollable.
The rage sucked out of me,
like a never ending fountain of anger.
Stop is echoing through my head,
I can't but slowly I start to weaken.
Chilling down slowly,
when I feel nothing left in me.
I start to feel something I thought I had lost,
happiness inhabits me and feels every limb in my body.
For the first time my anger is gone,
I have faced my greatest fear.
It feels good,
I am myself and I am not scared.
If only I had never stopped believing,
my pain would have ceased to exist.
If only they hadn't done it,
I could have lived in this light forever.
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