Dazed at Amazment.
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Ted Weller: he's not the 'star of the football team', he's average humor and someone to make you smile. His scruffy light brown
hair and tan complexion is only a part that makes him gorgeous. Not to mention his light green eyes and a swimmer's body always hidden underneath a light t-shirt or hoodie.
I always hid behind a book and snuck peaks at him when he would turn around. It wasn't until somewhere in January he said hi to me and we went into conversation about the next math assignment.
It's so interesting how far you can carry the subject of math when you with someone like Ted. Not all the girls like him, but I can assure there is a group of them that casually wait by his locker to mess around.
I finally put my book down and I casually joked around.
"I think Mr. Galloth is seriously smoking something. Everyday he comes to class with that creepy barbie smile on his face." I cringed and laughed.
"I know! The guy is like what, 43? I'm surprised the police didn't send a search team to go through his 'Pencil Cabinets'" Ted quoted.
I laughed loud and Ted smiled like he should take a bow. Even when his jokes are lame, they always come out funny...But that's not the reason I always laugh.
My name is Gwen Hail. I'm a fun loving spirited girl with lots of different friends. I'm considered funny in a kind of 'crack head' sorta way but I've never seemed to mind.
I have dark brown hair in crazy but cute curls and I'm always wearing the normal and yet stylish hollister baby doll shirts and faded jeans or skirts. Just you'r average 14 year old girl.
After class I ran to my locker and practically threw it open. I grabbed my lunch and made a run for Teds locker. I wasn't going to talk to him, I was just going to walk by and smile
before he rushed to lunch...Too bad he already gone to lunch..Dangit.
I suddenly felt a tap on my shoulder and I got a tinge of excitement as I turned around..But it was just Marissa.
"I saw you talking to Ted today!" She exclaimed.
"Shhh! God Mars, not so loud! For all you know he is right behind us!"
"Sowry, I didn't know you were being all 'secret' about it" She mumbled.
"Oh no! Of course not! So instead I'll just shout it to the whole world!"
Marissa, who I know as Mars since 5th grade smiled and laughed. She tied up her wavy black hair in a bun, and started to walk over to the lunchroom with me.
It always kinda sucked to always have to mention my feelings for Ted to Mars and for her to just listen. She's not what you call boy crazy and she instead would follow along
to every word I would say and hang onto it....Like a really good friend who need a boy to talk about too, but of course, it's considered just ridiculous to need things, right?
Me and Ted were just pals as I saw it so far. Days and days went by and so did a few sparks in my stomach. I couldn't tell how I started to like him so fast, and it only grew by the minute. I was in the situation of maybe thinking it was love or just being attracted to him.
So that is January, and now It's a sunny May, because all my days go by and nothing new really happens, just new homework, new substitutes and new lunch items, but the events stay all the same. My conversations with Ted haven't changed one bit, and he keeps sending mixed signals...Guys are just way too confusing.
Well for one, he smiles at you and it just makes your heart want to melt, but at the same time you think that has become obvious to him, them you start worrying about him noticing your true feelings
and then you figure out that it's a total turnoff for guys to know that a girl likes them..Well just some guys, like Ted...Really only the cute ones..So conversations become more awkward and less funny, and things just go completely borderline.
I just feel I'm going crazy.
So could that mean I'm in love, and I completely want to slap myself across the face every time I babble non-sense..I have been living in some sort of fantasy to be with my first boyfriend, he asks me out, and I say "Yes", but it just has to be way more complicated then that...I wonder if guys find girls confusing too.
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