Oh to be carefree one more time,
To be able to wake up and not worry about the day.
To feel good about yourself,
And to continue your life that way.
Oh to be hopeful one more time,
To have an idea of who you want to be.
To dream of a better future,
A future you couldn't wait to see.
Oh to be positive one more time,
To not worry about your face.
To not stress about your clothes size,
To feel confident in every place
Oh to be happy one more time,
To not cry yourself to sleep.
To not lock yourself away,
So no-one can hear you weep.
Oh to be heard one more time,
To not be ignored by those you know.
To be cared for,
And to be star of your own show.
Oh what a life you live.
Was it worth it in the end?
The tears and the anxiety?
To have a heart no-one can mend?
Oh to be unsure,
what will your mother say?
when she hears her child passed,
will she cry or turn away?
Oh to care at all,
as you tighten the rope just a bit more.
you think of all you could have been,
even as the chair falls to the floor.
Oh to be forgotten,
no funeral or memorial.
Even in death they didn't care,
didn't bury you in a nice material.
Oh to give up,
Oh to lose it all.
Oh to have no-one,
Oh to fall.