Lol, I really don't know...I guess this is just like, all my thoughts sort of rolled into some sort of story? Yeah, well. I'm not that bothered about it. Tear it apart, whatever. I won't change it because it isn't that important. Please read and (enjoy?) Thanks
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We are made from the stars, all of us. Joined together in a silver web of invisible creation. We are beautiful, fading delicately as the sun stretches slowly over the new Earth.
Slow burning in my flesh. Under my skin I am on fire, rushes of pounding heat sliding into my arteries. It'll be okay, it'll be okay...it will be forgotten. Ice moves through me, cold and direct. Relief spreading from the bite of the razor on my wrist. It's okay now, it's okay.
"Cleeeaaa, I know you're there. Pick up. I just want to talk. It's Molly,"
The music is saddening. My heart is tearing open, creating a hole so big not even the universe can fill it. I'm aching so badly. Suffering so badly. Please understand for me. Because I don't.
"Okay, whatever. This is like, the six hundredth time I've called. You're making me depressed, Clea. All your moodiness is bad for the soul, y'know? Well, mine anyways. Pick up, Clea! Pick up...,"
I love them so much. So much I can't even tell them. I would die for them. For him. And it's not easy knowing and having to keep it alone. Isolated from my other thoughts. A taunted puppy in a locked cage. Knowledge is cruel.
"Clea! Honestly, are you like, dead or something? Seriously, girl. Pick up! Or I'm coming over,"
It happened without my knowing. It happened quickly. Like the sudden rain, it fell from a grey distance. Six months previous, I was happy. I was fine. I was...normal. Now I was this.
"Okay, Clea? I'm coming over. In thirty minutes. It's been four days, Clea. This is unhealthy, you need to get over it. I hate to be harsh but it's the truth. You need to move on Clea, you need to,"
Desperate.
"Last time. Clea?"
"Shana...,"
"Clea?!"
**Beeeeeeeeeeeep.**
I am a star. And all stars must die a beautiful death.
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