Hi my name Aly... And this is my depression story... But for now I'll just tell you somethings about depression and how people handle it.
You may hear a lot of stories of peoples depression... And some of you actually take action and help someone with it, and a lot of you just let it go and say "Oh he/she is just doing that for attention" yes there are some people who do that for attention but atleast 99% teenagers have teenage depression, someone from my school recently died from depression... She commited suicide, her name was Taylor Donnadio she was a cheerleader at Beaver Falls High School... She was a twin sister of Logan Donnadio. She was going through a lot... But probably not the same depression I'm going through. I've recently lost my aunt... I'm constantly bullied and harassed at school, and my grandmother recently had a heart attack... And she could die at any moment. Plus I'm dealing with boy drama that's normal... But I mostly have the teenage depression... The boy drama is part of the depression I have... There's this boy that I love to death... And we've dated 5 times... Yes I know that's a lot and I shouldn't keep going back... But I feel he's the one... But my mother doesn't think that, no one does. and yes he's made mistakes... But I've made a lot too... For once I feel safe with him, he makes me happy, though he does make me cry at times. But that's because I listen to some of his friends when I shouldn't... I've been trying to get him to take me back for awhile now.. And honestly he's the only reason why I wanna be alive... If he ever left my life I wouldn't know what to do... I'd would probably die... He's been helping me through all my depression. And I really thank him for that.
Recently I've had suicide thoughts... But he's always tellin me "Aly don't end your life" when no matter how much I want too I don't... I've even tried commited suicide... It's not worth it...
Trust me ! You'll hurt a lot of people, especially someone you LOVE like the guy I love... You'll lose everything... And there's no coming back ever... Think of the people that'll be hurt... Here are warning signs
Here’s an Easy-to-Remember Mnemonic:
IS PATH WARM?
IIdeation (suicidal thoughts)
SSubstance Abuse
PPurposelessness
AAnxiety
TTrapped
HHopelessness
WWithdrawal
AAnger
RRecklessness
MMood Changes
Warning Signs of Acute Risk:
Threatening to hurt or kill him or herself, or talking of wanting to hurt or kill him/herself; and/or,
Looking for ways to kill him/herself by seeking access to firearms, available pills, or other means; and/or,
Talking or writing about death, dying or suicide, when these actions are out of the ordinary.
Additional Warning Signs:
Increased substance (alcohol or drug) use
No reason for living; no sense of purpose in life
Anxiety, agitation, unable to sleep or sleeping all the time
Feeling trapped - like there’s no way out
Hopelessness
Withdrawal from friends, family and society
Rage, uncontrolled anger, seeking revenge
Acting reckless or engaging in risky activities, seemingly without thinking
Dramatic mood changes.
These warning signs were compiled by a task force of expert clinical-researchers and ‘translated’ for the general public. This is in no way any form of diagnosis or suggestion of diagnosis. Please do not substitute this information with that of any health professional. If you are or know someone who elicits any of these warning signs, please seek the advice of a proper health care professional.
IF YOU OR SOMEONE YOU KNOW THAT AREEXPERIENCING ANY OF THESE SYMPTOMS, CALL THE NUMBER BELOW AND GET HELP!
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