Her Eyes
The clouds just
blocked the sun from his beaming pride for a shower on earth. Anusuya stood in
the front yard and just kept watching the show performed by the clouds.
As she was almost lost in that moment, her mother in law’s voice caught her
attention. “Anu, would you come inside the house? It is about to rain and it’s
not good for you in this stage.” She saw her swollen belly once and a curve appeared on her lips.
Anusuya was living
in a village called Rampur in India. She was the daughter in law of a farmer family.
Her husband and father in law were in town to purchase some farming equipment. her mother in law's name was Savithri. Pregnant women are treated in more protective manner in India and it’s even
more in villages. There’s a traditional way of treating pregnant women in India
and it’s strictly followed in the villages. There was a beautiful lake in the
village and it was in between the village and a forest. People avoided going to
that lake after the evening as it was near to the forest and had a fear that
they could be the easy prey those wild animals get.
Afternoon was
almost over and evening was about to start and still there were no signs of
Sun. Anusuya got a little different pregnancy desire to go and take bath in the
lake. There was a battle of thoughts inside her mind whether to go or not to
go, will her mother in law let her go and was it a good choice to go at that
time because it took nearly half an hour to reach the lake from her home. She
was sure that her mother in law wouldn’t allow her. So she snuck out from the
back door. She was sure that there would be a session filled with scolding and
yelling after her return.
She walked
thinking about how would everyone react after she return from what she thought
was an adventure. She said she will defend herself by telling that it was her
pregnancy desire. As it was the tradition that the family should fulfill all the
desires of a pregnant women.
After half an hour
walk. Her eyes filled with happiness and a big smile appeared on her face as
she saw the lake. She touched the water to check how cold it was. It was not
too cold, so she stepped inside. With the absence of the sun it was getting
dark earlier than a usual day. As it got darker, she enjoyed the water and
forgot where she was and the lake was near to the forest.
Her eyes were closed and mind was lost. Though her mind was completely lost, a feel of being watched by someone shook her for a moment. She opened her eyes and her body stopped every action which she
was doing including the failure of her lips to close her mouth. She saw
something which she was warned of but never thought of seeing it. It just stood
there still. Yes! It was a tiger. She stood still but her mind started
offering prayed Hindu gods. The tiger’s eyes were fixed on her and
then it started to lick its whiskers, the action which a tiger usually does
when it sees its prey. Tiger gazed over her entire body and took the scent of
her body and Anusuya thought it was just analyzing how much flesh it can get from each part of her body. Her heart
started racing as it came near her. It drank water from the lake and then it
turned back and started walking back. She wondered what made the tiger to do
that and thanked every god whom she offered a prayer for. The tiger turned back
and looked at her again. For once she thought this time it will not spare her
but she suddenly noticed something, the expression on its face, it was not
violent, it was not like how it sees its prey. It was different, it was a kind
expression on its face and its eyes just reflected that and that was the
expression one gives when they give a smile and again it started walking
towards the forest.
She was in no mood to stay a minute longer in the lake and she suddenly started
walking towards her home. She didn’t even see her surroundings and just walked
and walked and walked till she reached home. It was like a rebirth for her. As
soon as she reached home, to her surprise Savithri didn’t scold or
yelled at her. She came near her and asked “I was so worried about you. Where
were you?” Her eyes showed anxiety and
care. She explained the whole story to her. Her mother in law went inside the
pooja room and offered a prayer and lighted a lamp. As she came back she said “
I wouldn’t have said no to a pregnant’s desire, please, for god’s sake don’t do
this again, if you want anything please ask. This is a rebirth for you my dear”
her tone showed hum much love she had for her daughter in law. Their faced
turned towards the door as they say two people coming inside. It was Anusuya’s
husband Sudhindra and his father Jayatheertha. Anusuya brought them some tea
and something to eat. While they were having food she narrated the entire story
to them. They both got furious and took a sword and started to walk towards the
door. They had decided that they will hunt the tiger down so that it will not
attack anyone else in the village, they didn’t pay heed to what anusuya said. She
pleaded them to leave the tiger alone as it did no harm. Both didn’t listen and
went in search of the tiger.
Anusuya was
worried about both of them and even the tiger. She prayed that all of their
lives should be saved. Few hours later both of them returned home but her
prayer had not saved the life of the tiger. She saw their swords dripping down
blood. Their faces looked tired and depressed. Sudhindra came near his wife,
sat down and said in a depressing tone “We found the tiger near the outskirts
of the forest and killed it but it was a tigress and was pregnant, We realised
it only after we killed the it, We feel terrible and I know any god in the
world will not forgive out sin and I promise that from today I will never hurt
or kill any animal” a drop of tear rolled down his cheek and hit the ground.
Anusuya didn’t answer, her eyes were filled with tears which were about to
break down and flow, her husband just moved away from there without having the
courage to see her face or to make an eye contact.
Anusuya got
answers to all her questions of why the tigress didn’t eat her and the strange
expression which she gave while returning back to the forest. Both were animals
and were females but one was rational and civilized with a thinking capacity
but other one was a wild and termed as a cruel animal by its nature. But the
cruel animal showed the courtesy because of the stage they both were undergoing
and left her alone. She thought how cruel was the rational animal who have the
capacity to think which is right and wrong. Finally after all the thinking she
burst out into tears. Though she recovered from that incident she couldn’t
forget the tigress’s eyes. She always said to her husband she couldn’t forget that tigress's eyes and how it looked at her for the last time. She would remember her eyes forever and ever.
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