With gentle breeze and mild blooming dawn , a beautiful fresh sweet moments of childhood truly remarks my life. It was so sweet and want to back those moments !
Sometimes, I really want to go back my past time but I know, it is not possible.There were no tension , just some good moments. Actually, those moments were so colorful rainbow or so many colorful and lovely. I wonder! where goes those dry leaves ? Which were playing with gentle wind. Chasing butterflies at backyard and watching seagulls lying on La Jolla beach truly amazing. Where goes those moments ? where did I lost those little sea shells , which I picked at that shore.Was so wonderful !But,when the reality came in front of me with it's cruel smile, I found myself in a wooden box which is surrounded by thorn.
You know, sometimes , I really feel so lonely, so hopeless, meaningless, stupid. Cause I always try to bring smile or happiness for my people ,but I become tired and what I feel is, it is very easy to happy in simple things at childhood but not easy when we grown up.No matter what, I try again and again.Try to be smiley Me again.Try to make my people happy and make my moments shiny again as like before.