Lol. I know! Omg. I wrote a crying scene for Alex, who is supposed to be the strong and sarcastic brother, and ended up laughing halfway through. Then I started crying... Killing off characters is very very sad for me.
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
These were autumn mornings, the time of year when kings of old went forth to conquest; and I, never stirring from my little corner in Calcutta, would let my mind wander over the whole world. — Rabindranath Tagore, The Cabuliwallah