My phone buzzes out of control. I do my get up and let it ring. It stops but then rings again. I grunt and kiss them before moving. I answer it an listen to John as he tells me to get ready. I hang up on him and look to Chance. "I hate having to do this." I say.
He nods and I go get dressed. I pick out a very innocent dress so it draws no attention to me. I pull my curly hair up and slip some shoes on. I take some Medal for my foot. When I am finally done the pain is mostly gone. "I am ready." I say coming out of the bathroom.
Sometimes the smallest things take up the most room in your heart -Winnie the Pooh
I sit up and smile at her when she comes out of the bathroom in a dress that appears somewhat childlike but compliments her all the same. Standing, I walk to her and take her hand, "I'll walk you there."
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
He leaves and I feel lost with out him. I go back stage and this this is about to start. They PIN number three on me and I walk on stage. The disturbing people clap and I try not to cringe. They go down the line and ask something interesting about ourselves. When it comes to me, I smile. "I have a boyfriend. An amazing one at that." I say.
"A great one to let you do this." John says laughing.
"I was forced ino this." I say.
He rolls his eyes at me an continues down he line.
I cross my fingers as I go up so people can start bid on me. A bid goes up and it was the guy from the pool. My eyes grow wide and I curse in my head. I glare at him. "He way kidding."
Sometimes the smallest things take up the most room in your heart -Winnie the Pooh
You must never give into despair. Allow yourself to slip down that road, and you surrender to your lowest instincts. In the darkest times, hope is something you give yourself. That is the meaning of inner strength. — Uncle Iroh
