My phone buzzes out of control. I do my get up and let it ring. It stops but then rings again. I grunt and kiss them before moving. I answer it an listen to John as he tells me to get ready. I hang up on him and look to Chance. "I hate having to do this." I say.
He nods and I go get dressed. I pick out a very innocent dress so it draws no attention to me. I pull my curly hair up and slip some shoes on. I take some Medal for my foot. When I am finally done the pain is mostly gone. "I am ready." I say coming out of the bathroom.
Sometimes the smallest things take up the most room in your heart -Winnie the Pooh
I sit up and smile at her when she comes out of the bathroom in a dress that appears somewhat childlike but compliments her all the same. Standing, I walk to her and take her hand, "I'll walk you there."
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
He leaves and I feel lost with out him. I go back stage and this this is about to start. They PIN number three on me and I walk on stage. The disturbing people clap and I try not to cringe. They go down the line and ask something interesting about ourselves. When it comes to me, I smile. "I have a boyfriend. An amazing one at that." I say.
"A great one to let you do this." John says laughing.
"I was forced ino this." I say.
He rolls his eyes at me an continues down he line.
I cross my fingers as I go up so people can start bid on me. A bid goes up and it was the guy from the pool. My eyes grow wide and I curse in my head. I glare at him. "He way kidding."
Sometimes the smallest things take up the most room in your heart -Winnie the Pooh
