I reform in the basement of the building my brother resides in. Taking my jacket off and running a hand through my hair, I head up the stairs and make my way to the kitchen. Adrian sits in the living room, sipping on a beer or a soda. Sighing, I grab the last bottle from the fridge and plop at his side.
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
Realizing that its only 6:00, I throw on some skinny jeans and a red tee, and head out to the nearest bar. I take out my fake ID and show the bartender before ordering Grey Goose with a splash on scotch. Yep. Getting drunk tonight...
All you need is faith, trust, and a little bit of pixie-dust!
I fiddle with a frayed piece of my jeans before sighing and looking at Adrian, "Don't reprimand me tonight. I know you don't agree with me about this, but I have to figure everything out. Half my memory is out there with someone else. I need it back."
He sighs and looks down, "I just don't want you to be wrong again, E. We can't deal with another set back."
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
I nod, "I know, Adi, but you understand how dire this is for me. Without my memory... I won't know how to go about --"
"You have me," he interrupts, "I know you, and I know what you would and wouldn't do. Whatever happened in the two years you disappeared, it doesn't matter."
"But it does," I mutter.
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
I plop on one of the benches and slip out my phone, texting one of my friends before yawning and closing my eyes for a second. Haha...pandas are weird animals...
All you need is faith, trust, and a little bit of pixie-dust!
I study her before standing and holding a hand out, "C'mon. I'll walk you home. It'll be dark soon and this part of the city isn't pleasant after the sun sets."
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
When your heart gets pierced with arrows, don't rip them out and pierce those around you in retribution for your hurt. You'll only unnecessarily wound others and bleed to death yourself. — LadyMysterio