I glance at the kids before looking back at her. Ray... I don't understand. What do you mean if one of us leaves? I'm not going anywhere and I know it'd kill you to be away from Rye and Lo for so long...
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I smile sleepily and tighten my arms around her, setting my face in her neck and slowly falling asleep.
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
I subconsciously flinch and look away, not liking thoughts like that. I... don't know. We'd have help. Nic wouldn't abandon either of us, neither would Jackie or Alyx.
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I stir and smile, pulling myself closer.
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
I look at her and nod, kissing her temple. I know. I just... don't like thinking about that stuff, Ray. I just... You know. I don't want to remember that I did that to you three.
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I stir again and mumble 'goodnight' back in my sleep.
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside