Alright, so I'm having a go at this. I know it'll be stupid but whatever. I'm no poet and everyone knows that.
Wednesday
Living with anxiety is a horrible way to live.
Day in, day out, that fear accompanies you--
To the bus stop, in the halls, in class, at lunch, everywhere's there's people
It's not something that magically goes away
It takes effort and inner strength that you never knew you had
It takes patience and an "I can do this" attitude
Every week, I go to therapy
To be dissected
and to learn ways I can get better
Every day, I struggle with fears that are hard to control,
I fight my brain and my body to keep going,
To keep fighting that inner battle it sometimes seems that I'm the only one fighting
I try to take things one day at a time
"Just get through this class, everything'll be fine,"
I reassure myself and try to stay positive.
By the end of a school day--or by doing anything on my goal list--
I'm exhausted,
headachy, and just wanting to relax
I'll fight this same battle
Over and over again
Until,
One day,
I'll become the victor
You need not comment on how horrible this is; I wrote it in six minutes. Tomorrow's should be better, I hope.
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