april 22. but that's life eh
all those missed opportunities
and unspoken confessions
and lost regrets just won't
leave me alone.
april 23. stranger
i wish today were ugly.
i wish the clouds crossed the sky
with gray and blocked out the sun
like some comic supervillain.
i wish i couldn't breathe
for crying right now. i wish i was
racked with sobs, i wish my face
was tear-streaked, mascara coming down
in some grotesque yet terribly beautiful way.
i wish you had yelled, shouted, screamed
i wish your face had been red and
full of declarations yet unsaid
and promises not kept
and lives ruined and hopes
shattered.
but the sun is shining, and my eyes are dry,
and i remember how you kissed my head
and went on your way. and i'm okay.
and you're not here.
april 24. idealism
really, you can't hold your own weight.
and someday your skinny legs will collapse
under the weight of all that
self-declared shameless pity.
but that day isn't this one.
and that problem isn't mine.
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