Boarding School

*woah man i haven;t posted in while...*

May~~~

I stared blankly as the clouds went slowly by over head thing of how much I wished it was the first month again. Why? The first month was innocent and carefree, no worries or fake dead people, just cute little romances all around. What was the point? After thinking Asher was coming and breaking up with Matt, yesterday night I had found out that he just wanted to be friends and now today I found out that he had a girlfriend. It was all over facebook, smutty photos of them in his car. What was the point? I always made bad choices, I shouldn't have come back and not even have spoken to Matt. Why?!
Tears were now streaming down my face as I layed against the ground.

Suicide club started playing through my nearby bag that was carelessly tossed to the side of me and I answered it with a sigh. It was a text so I flipped open my phone to reveal a text from Maria.

"Guys time for an intervention," The mass text read.

*sorry bad qual...*

Lei~

Mike sat next to me, on the couch in his room. Nick sat basically as far as he could get from me. I didn't care. Actually, I loved it. I loved the fact that he was angry at me. I wanted him to feel the way I did. That's it, Nick. Go ahead and hate me, you peice of shit.

We all just sat around in silence for a moment. Of course, we all knew what we were here for. It was all just a matter of talking it out. Or atleast trying to. I knew it wasn't going to work because I refuse to talk to Nick. Regardless, something was telling me to break the silence.

"We've gathered here because of the obvious drama that has happened, Adam. You should know that." I said, a weird sense of spite bubbling up inside of me. "And next time around, keep a better eye on your girlfriend. She has a way of slipping off with other guys."

Where did that come from? Maybe keeping everything about Nick inside isn't the best approach because then I take it out on everyone else. Leighton, I think this is going to be harder than you thought.

Jazz~

I had no idea what was going on. I didn't really belong in the group--not like I wanted to--but I guess I still had to attend because of Maria. I made out with her boyfriend and beat her up.

Good job, Jazz.

Seth held my hand as we stood up, our backs on the walls. There wasn't much room on the floor and the chairs were all taken. But the main point was that we were holding hands. Yes, Jazz, good job.

I whispered in his ear, "Next stop, movies right?"

Marianne

"Lei!" I glanced at her. "We're not here because of that. We're here, well, at least, I'm here because I want us back."
They all stared at me, as if I was talking in some alien language.
"Oh come on! In the beginning of the year, we became good friends, or even more," I implied when I looked at Chad "What happened in the party, with alcohol, should not create a wall between us!"
"Things did changed," May said.
"Of course they changed! You died, remember?" I said, meanly.
"Hey," Matt defended her.
"You, of all people, should be the maddest!" He looked at me with such sadness, I put the theme by my side almost immediately and I turned to Shannon.
"Nothing I did that night, was rational or meaningful. Well, expect my apologies, I guess."

Shannon

So... a reunion with everyone...
That was going to be fun... IT had to intorrup my date with Kevin, of course...
Adam...
Adam would be there and I would be there with Kevin.
Yup.
It was definitely going to be fun...
Me and Kevin got there in time. Adam, Nike and Mike where already there.
Mines and Adam's gaze met, his eyes were like an open book.
What are you doing with him?
What did you do?
Fuck off you bitch...!

After a while with some odd but expected silence Maria broke the ice*.
"What happened in the party, with alcohol, should not create a wall between us!"
May agreed, I just stood quiet and with my mouth shut. I felt Adam's eyes on me. I didn't looked at him... But... How I wanted it! I needed to read him!
Maria turned at me and said:
"Nothing I did that night, was rational or meaningful. Well, expect my apologies, I guess."
"Nothing?!" I replied with a bitch tone. I immediately shut. It had just flew from my mouth, in a horrible tone that make everybody look at me. This time I looked at Adam. He was mad. Irritated to be precise.
"As if you had done something that nice too. You immediately got another guy to play with2 Adam replied with a mean voice.
[Stupid boy...]
I'm not gonna answer that...
"Adam!" Maria shouted "This should be a friendly talk!"
My hands curled in anger, a way to control it. Kevin noticed it and hold it in a caring way.
"Calm down. It's okay... He's just jealous. Take a deep breath and relax..." Kevin whispered to me.
"Thanks..." I said lying. I really wanted to say some truths to Adam's face but I keep silence...

*I'm not sure who I should let do the taunting. Lei or Jazz. I'll do both.*

Jazz~

The whole thing was pathetic yet a little humorous.

"Oh yes, Maria. Friendly talk. I'm sure you have some other stuff, to say. Don't you, dear? Huh?" I replied cooly. My eyes gazed right into Maria's, filled with fire and spite. And the love of seeing someone else squirm.

Lei~

At Jazz's response, I couldn't help but chime in. I didn't know her very well and I didn't want to. I was glad to see she wasn't interested in Mike anymore. There was a possibility I could have Mike all to myself.

"Oh c'mon, Shannon you too. I know you have something to say. If you can make out with my boyfriend--I mean ex-boyfriend--I'm sure you can talk." I said, spitefully yet waivering at my mistake of calling Nick my boyfriend.

What's wrong now?

JC: Don't make Nick mad, a bit annoyed, but because he had to cancel practice. His emotions over the break up will come later on. That goes for all others too.


Kevin

I had had it at this point.

"Oh shut up!" I let slip through my lips.

"Oh lover boy gonna say something. Oh please share your wisdom Buda," Adam spat.

I ignored him.

"What Kevin?" Nick said.

"You guys.... Just stop whining," I said. "Your lucky to have your friends, alive," I cast a look at the May girl, pointed at her and continued. "I mean your friend, you thought dead, just came back, yet your still all whining and being angry messes, shouldn't you have jumped on her with questions, then been super happy she came back? Let me answer that, yes. Yet all you did was be selfish and go in your own little worlds. The rest of you. Your killing each other, and over what? You guys got drunk and made some mistakes. Move on. You want to be forgiven by the people you betrayed, but you won't even forgive them. Remember the saying 'treat others the way you want to be treated'? Well it made since, and because you can't be forgiven unless you can do it yourself," Everyone stayed quiet. "Now, your not getting any where right now, all together. So I'm gonna have you all come in alone, talk about what happened, then then with the people you have problems with come in and work them out. When that's done we'll come back here. Now who first?"

*Hey Lizzifer, Im going to say we met at the coffee shop that one time, and I broke up with you and acted like an asshole ok?*


Matt~~

By the time Kevin was finished I was grinning, everything he had said had been going through my mind, but something had kept me from saying it.

"A man after my own heart" I whispered.

May looked at me from where she was sitting at me feet, "you're glad I'm back?"

"Of course! Why wouldn't I? Maybe a little mad you didn't tell me immediately, but I couldn't be happier. It's just odd having your mood swing that much in two days, I just need a little time."

She gave me her May smile and I smiled back.

"Just one question though" I said, "Will you take me back?"

I saw the others staring at me from the corner of my eyes as I waited for the answer. Kevin whispered, "Point in case" in the back ground.

Seth~

I laughed at Kevin's speech. I hated idealists the very idea that we could talk it out made me laugh. I looked over at Chad, and noticed his eyes were on Maria. I nodded at Tina the girl that I had sent given to him. I nodded to her and she wrapped her arms around him and kissed him. I saw Maria cringe a little.

"You're whole theory is a nice idea, but teens are naturally emotional. Their brains haven't fully developed to asses the situation and come up with a logical conclusion, that is why talking it out will never work. Talking it out doesn't change the facts. All the girls in this school are promiscuous and all the boys are players. I don't need to talk to know that you're horny teenagers that think you know love but it's nothing but lust." I turned an began to leave.

Chad followed with Tina's arms around him. I looked at Jazz.

"Let's go see a movie," I said.

Jazz~

I turned to Seth, "Give me a minute. I'm just going to go change. Then, we can go to the movies."

Seth smiled slyly, "Hurry back soon."

I returned the smile and I hurried out of the room, Seth following behind. We parted ways once I came to my room. I smiled one last smile at Seth and quickly closed the door. I sighed a sigh of relief of getting out of that tension infested room. It was probably giving me wrinkles. Or worse, acne.

I looked myself in the mirror and decided what jewlery I was going to wear, how much makeup, and if I was going to change my shirt. Of course, I ended up choosing the extremes. I wore a pair of ruby dangling earrings, a matching necklace, bracelet, and hair pin, and red halter top, a heavy dose of mascara, and some foundation to cover any blemishes.

I looked myself in the mirror again. I was just darling. I hurried out of the room and found Seth waiting outside in the hallway. He just stood there looking at me for a moment. His eyes obviously were focused a few inches below my chin and steadily going down. I walked over and put both hands on his shoulders, "I'm ready, Seth."

*bolt: I'm really not sure what to do with Lei at the moment actually. I think she would just sit there lol talking to Nick like Kevin suggested isn't an option.*

Marianne (before Seth and Jazz left)

"You two are the ones that shouldn't be here! You're nothing but selfish and self-centered, and you'll realise no one gives a shit about you two!" I turned to May. "I am surely glad to have you back, but I'm frustrated I did not notice days ago. And as for you too, Seth, Jazz, I'd appreciate you too would leave, and who ever doesn't want to be here, I wouldn't mind you'd left too. Now, Kevin, you got my thoughts. We all did fucking messed up things, that night, but we shouldn't take it on anymore. We we're drunk for crying out loud!"

May~~

I was stunned, completely stunned.

Take me back..?

Those words echoed in my mind as the attention switched back to Maria's speech and my eyes rolled between everyone. I understood Maria's thought process and everyone hating Seth and Jazz also her disapproval of me not telling them all the truth. I didn't speak up until after Seth and his whore left.
They had completely changed subjects but my lips moved without warning,

"I'm sorry.." I repeated with my lips wobbling, no one noticed what I said and tears rolled down my cheeks . People obviously noticed that and the room went quiet, "I'm so sorry, you guys couldn't understand..."

*Must I revive this every two days?*

Lei~

"Well, Lei, you sure do have something to say as well, huh?" Nick spat.

I didn't dare look at him. Instead, I wrapped my arms around Mike's neck and kissed him on the cheek.

"Nope. Nothing to say but plenty things to do." I spat back.

*bolt: I hope you don't mind me doing that.*

Chad~

I was sitting in the movies with Seth and Jazz, and Tina. Apprarently we were on a double date.

"Must you have been so harsh," I asked Seth.

"Those people are idiot's and I'm starting to think that getting Adam and Nick isn't enough. I'm starting to think they all need to be taught a lesson." He said.

"Yes all those girls are so... annoying. Especially that Maria girl."

"We are not hurting Maria," I said containing my anger.

"Why, not she slept with Adam, she's probably sleeping with Alex now, and she just kicked you out of those idiot's therapy session."

"I kissed you, I'm just as at fault."

Seth laughed. "That's like comparing a wedgie to murder. Face it she never loved you. You were just an interesting toy to play with, and then she got board."

"This movie sucks, lets get something to eat," Jazz said leading Seth from the movie theater leaving me to contemplate what the had said.

*Can someone bring Maria in, please?*