“Why do you always say sorry?” he practically yelled at me. “You act like everything’s your fault. You’re smothering everyone around you! Sai can take care of herself. She doesn’t need you,” he spit out the last sentence.
I stared at him, tears burning in my eyes. “You’re right,” I said, my voice breaking. “I’m… never mind.” I walked towards the huge mountain cliff.
“Wait, Ladli,” he said his voice more gentle.
I turned towards him, mad at myself for the tears in my eyes. “All I wanted to do was help. But I’m just making things worse. Goodbye,” I said softly.
I turned and ran. The rain made the ground slippery. I could hear Shamim’s footsteps behind me. I came to a narrow ledge and slowed, walking across it sideways. “Don’t go!” Shamim’s voice was getting closer. I tried to speed up. He didn’t need me. Nobody needed me. I was just a nuisance, always thinking everything was my fault.
My foot slipped. I tried to grab something, anything, but my hands gripped empty air. I fell for a second in slow motion, too shocked to make a sound.
Suddenly I jerked upward, feeling like my arm was being pulled out of its socket. I looked up, trying to see through the rain. Shamim had grabbed my hand. I felt like crying, not that it would make any difference with the rain. I smiled up at him and he smiled back, grief marring his face. He started hoisting me up, pulling my arm and making it throb. I hope I hadn’t dislocated it.
I got to the top and he led me back along the ledge in silence. I was surprised by how far I’d gotten. We got back to the main ledge and he grabbed me, holding tight. “Ow,” I said, reaching up to clutch my shoulder.
“What’s wrong?” Shamim asked, pulling away.
“It's just my shoulder.” I was unable to keep the pain out of my voice.
He held my arm gently. “This will only hurt for a moment,” he said, then snapped it up.
“Ow!” I yelled, then “Hey the pain’s gone! How did you do that?”
“My father was the town physician,” he replied, shrugging his shoulders.
“Thanks. You didn’t have to do that you know,” I said, hugging him.
“Yes I did. I took my frustration out on you. None of the things I said were true. Sai needs you. I need you.”
I looked into his eyes, letting his words sink in. He smiled and brought his face closer to mine. I smiled back as his lips met mine, clutching him to me. He put his hand on the small of my back. I wanted this perfect moment to last forever, his warm lips pressed to mine. All too soon, he pulled away.
“We should get back to Sai,” he said, turning towards where our camp was.
“Yes, we don’t want her to worry if she wakes up. And Ikuto’s probably hungry,” I replied, interlacing my fingers in his. I winked at him and we walked back to try and get at least a little sleep before heading down the mountain in the morning.
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