Hi Guys! I've missed you all while I've been gone. School's been crazy.
But even though I don't wish to apologize for being absent and then immediately ask for help, I need to. I don't know what to do! My school is having a contest (that I didn't know about until now) and I really want to enter! I have to have a fiction piece that's 5,000 words or less. I would ordinarily just write something new, but I don't feel I have the time! I need it to be ready by Thursday this week!
Sure, that's enough time to write if you're in the mode. But I have no new ideas and would be too panicked. Suggestions? Anyone? What should I do? Try and write something anyway, force through it?
Should I pick something I've already written? I don't know what I would choose, and a lot of my short stories are more than 5,000 words. Of those that aren't, I'm not sure if they stand any sort of chance in the contest. It's a school wide competition. No offense to myself, but I'm not one of those technically perfect writers. I like to have fun with it. I've never submitted anything to literary journals besides one of the ones my club runs.
Should I just give up on the desire to enter and accept I'm too late? I have to admit this last choice makes me wilt inside. All of my friends and writing club members are entering, and we're workshopping on Wednesday to send them in. Aside from my love to write, another reason I want to enter is that I don't want to be the only one left behind.
I made the mistake of looking at past winners of the contest, and now feel stressed. All of the pieces are things people wrote that are . . . not purely technical or things I would imagine are more art than anything else, but still. They weren't written out of expression of a story. They're all reflections on self or have an extremely deep messages. Not to say mine doesn't have this in ways, but I just don't write like that. It seems to me they don't want funny things, or anything particularly light-hearted. Which, at least a majority of the time, is my specialty.
Every idea I have almost seems juvenile in context. Even when I let it go enough to write, I'm feeling off about it. It's a similar sensation to giving a speech about goldfish crackers at a conference about war and death. Even if it was written well, it doesn't "belong."
I just wish I knew how to fix it.
I'm so lost right now. Also, I'm so sorry that my post is this long.
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