Her hand twitched a little. This distracted her from her thoughts for a moment. She had been sitting on a sofa in the living room for hours now, thinking. The room was quiet and dreary. Miriam pressed a button on her cell phone to view the time. Her husband would be home at any minute from work. She remained seated, staring emotionlessly at a painting on the wall.
Miriam heard her husband’s car pulling into the driveway. She got up from her sofa and walked into the kitchen. He always expected her to present him with his supper every time he walked through the door. After all, she was nothing in life but a housewife; her duty was to cook, clean and eat.
Miriam remembered how life was when she first met Walter, her husband. He was different than other men. He loved her and treated her like she was the only woman to ever grace his world. When they got married he suggested she leave work to take care of her daughter, she was five then. He was going to provide for them and make sure they got the princess kind of treatment they deserved. Miriam found him irresistible. It was unbelievable that a man would want to take care of her and a child that was not his own.
Everything was routine now. He went to work, she would stay home and take care of the household business and then wait for him to come back home. In between she would go shopping for essentials and pick up her daughter from school. The only ‘me time’ she had was when she went to church on Sunday. They had been married for ten years.
Just a few months ago, she discovered a chain of his mistresses. He told her she needn’t say anything about it because it did not concern her, it did not matter anymore what she thought. He said that after bruising her cheek with a punch. Miriam wanted to leave him, but where would she go? Where would she take her daughter and what would she give her? Times had changed now and jobs were not that easy to find. The only thing she knew was to care for the household. She had to stay, for the sake of her daughter.
Miriam started to think about her own childhood, how rough growing up in her mother’s household was. She herself had a stepfather. He was a very strict man and he used to beat her every time he came back from work provoked by something. Her stepfather on one occasion even molested her. She was sixteen. Miriam’s mother had been hypnotised by him somehow and she did not really care much about her husband ill treating her daughter. She would not believe Miriam once she mentioned the molestation. So Miriam put it to rest.
That morning before school, her daughter broke it to Miriam that her husband had been molesting her. Every Sunday for months, he had done it. She was afraid to say anything because he threatened to hurt her mother if she did. Miriam was repulsed and confused. How did she ever come to have a life like the one she had. She had promised herself to protect her daughter.
Her husband walked into the kitchen and dropped his suitcase on the floor like he always did.
“So, what will I be having today? Did you roast the chicken like I asked you?” he said. He walked over to the fridge and opened a beer.
Miriam remained quiet. Her frail figure was resting on the counter, her mind drifting in between thoughts. Her hair, which had been falling off a lot lately, was tied into a bun. He said she have it like that for hygienic purposes when she was making his food.
He took a long drink from his beer. “It was really hot today, did you feel it? I hope it rains or something tomorrow becau-.”
Miriam cut him short, “The weather, Walter? That is what you want to talk about? You come in here and you don’t even greet me and ask how my day was.”
He chuckled. “Miriam, what’s the point of asking you about your day? You’re only going to tell me about ironing all day and cleaning the toilet. There are more pressing issues in the world like children starving in the streets that need more attention.” He took another sip of his drink and then placed the bottle on the counter next to her. “I’ll tell you one thing though, you really look like crap these days, and I thought I give you money. Why don’t you go to one of those women’s beauty shops and get yourself sorted. I don’t want my business partners to see you and wonder you why my wife looks like crap. Throw that bottle away and bring me my roast chicken, I’m starving.”
Miriam took in deep consecutive breaths and screamed out her husband’s name. “Walter!”
He stopped and looked back at her. “What now? Are you insane, screaming my name out like that.”
Her face welled up with tears. She kept a stern expression though. “You will never touch my daughter again, do you hear me?” her breathing rate increased. Miriam felt the adrenalin kicking into her system. Her hands were shaking, it was from the rage she felt. “My daughter told me everything and I want a divorce. I want a divorce and I want it now.”
He laughed hysterically. “You can be funny sometimes you know that? Miriam, you are an intelligent woman, and you and I both know you cannot divorce me. Where will you go? No one will hire you or even consider you looking like that. Now um, bring me my food and I will take my seat, alright. Do what you are good at and stop all that nonsense.”
“No.”
“What did you say?”
“No, I will not allow it. I will allow it any longer. Not my daughter, not my innocent child!”
“Miriam, I’m losing patience here.” He walked over to where she was standing. “Where’s my food?”
“Why don’t you ask you mistresses where it is?”
Walter got closer, back slapped her and she fell to the ground.
“Don’t ever give me that back talk again!”
Miriam tasted blood. She got up feeling a bit dizzy. Either way, she charged towards Walter and slapped him back. He retaliated with a punch to her nose and began strangling her. Miriam’s eyes grew wide as she struggled to leave his strong hold. Eventually he let go and spit on her.
“You like making me angry don’t you? I will kill you one day. Now, I won’t say this again, get me my food! I’m starting to lose my appetite.” He screamed. He was a little out of breath.
Miriam picked herself from the ground after frantically coughing from being choked. “As you wish,” she said.
She walked over and opened a drawer and grabbed a carving knife for the chicken. Miriam opened the microwave and took a tray with a roasted whole chicken. She walked to where Walter was sitting and placed it in front of him.
“Was that so hard? Now, carve me a piece.”
Miriam got hold of the knife. Everything that happened after that happened without intension. Miriam had not been thinking at all when she stuck the knife into Walter’s neck. She was also not thinking when she watched him slumping to the floor, and the floor suddenly spreading with blood. She was in another world, a world where reasoning dissolved and everything happened for the sole purpose of happening.
Her daughter walked into the kitchen. She was from school. She found her stepfather, who had bled to death, on the floor and her mother leaning against the counter, looking at him without emotion.
“Mom, what did you-, what happened?” she put her hand over her mouth. “Is he dead, he’s dead isn’t he?”
“Call the police,” said Miriam without once taking her eyes away from the body.
“Mother,” she cried. Tears had dressed her face.
“Diane, call the police. I am a murderer. It’s over, he can’t hurt you anymore.”
“No, mom I will not let you go to prison for this man.”
“I killed him, there is no other way.”
“Yes, yes there is. I will- I will get a shovel. The builder’s are coming tomorrow to lay the foundation of the new garage outside. That’s where we’ll bury him.”
Her mother’s eyes shifted to her daughter’s. “Diane, wha-.”
“Don’t worry mom. Just um, get some cloth or whatever and wrap him up. We need to move,” she said while throwing paper towels over the blood on the floor. “We will be fine, I promise you.”
“Okay, I will get a sheet.”
First of all I had a hard time with coming up with a title. I've also noticed that what I learn't from YWS has sort of escaped me due to my three months of inactivity which is scary. This is a practice piece for a story I want to write for a local contest. Thank you for reading.
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