Warning: the beginning might be a bit disturbing for some. Read on at your own risk. If you feel this should be rated 18+, I can happily change it.
Edit: I've made the changes that were suggested, and I changed some other things as well. I'm still iffy about some parts, but hopefully this is better.
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I stand by the window, watching the girl get murdered. She pleads and begs for him to stop, but he doesn’t listen, just digs his knife deeper into her skin. There’s no way I can help her, not when I’m dead, just like she probably will be. Maybe she’ll be like me, trapped on earth, wandering alone. Maybe she’ll move on onto another life, something like Heaven. The thought of her moving on sends a shot of anger and jealousy through me.
Her cut up, bloody is unidentifiable now and becomes too much, and I have to turn away. It’s not just the blood I can’t stand; it’s the guilt and the helplessness I feel. I hear her scream, and then her scream is roughly cut off by a wet, cracking sound. Suddenly, I’m panicking inside I have to get out. It reminds me too much of my own dark memories… things I wish I could forget.
I close my eyes and count to ten, trying to breathe deeply. When I open them again, I’m in a field full of wild grass that reaches my stomach. It is pitch black, but that doesn’t bother me anymore, not since I was murdered. The dark is the only thing that surrounds me.
I’m not sure why I came to this meadow, of all places. I’ve never even seen it before. No matter what, it brings floods of memories: of happier ties. They become a blur of somebody laughing, a sweet sound, a gentle touch, a summer kiss, crying.
Far off in the distance, I see a light, something that resembles a star. I’ve seen it before, I know it, but it’s been so long. Before I know it, my legs are moving, and I’m walking forward, towards the light. It seems like the light is very far away, at least a couple hours journey, but the more I walk, the brighter the light gets.
In a couple minutes, the light is only a few yards away. I get a weird feeling, like I shouldn’t be here, the feeling that something bad is going to happen, like in movies. I try to back away, but I find myself being pulled forward by some mysterious force, like a magnet pulling me forward. I feel trapped, like a bird in a cage, and I struggle to get away, only to be gripped tighter and yanked forwards.
I’m enveloped in the light. It turns from the kind of light a lamp light would produce, to a bright fluorescence light, and then fades completely. It happens so fast, I’m left dumbfounded and startled.
The first thing I notice are two people standing not too far away, I’d guess about three or four yards. The second thing I notice is that between us is a circle of white candles. The candles give everything, including the grass, a hearty glow. We are in a dirt circle in middle of the field of grass.
I look up at the two girls. One looks to be about my age, and the other a little younger. The older one has dead straight light brown hair, and the younger one has dark brown hair, almost black that hangs in frizzy curls. They both have full lips and thin, freckled noses, so I automatically assume that they are sisters. The older one stares straight at me and the younger one is looking around nervously, shifting her wait from one foot to the other, like she is unaware that there was a ghost right in front of her.
“Hello,” the older one says. “I’m Mirabelle Silver, and this is my sister Milly.”
She looks at me, expectant. I stare back dumbly. There is no way she could be talking to me. Because for her to be talking to me meant she knows I’m here, that she can see me. No. . . . humans that can see ghosts are very rare. How can I come upon one just now?
There must be somebody behind me, I think. Slowly, I look over my shoulder. Nothing except for grass, dirt, and part of the candle circle.
The girl laughs. “Yes, I’m talking to you, spirit with no name.”
Once again, I say nothing, and she keeps staring and staring. I glance over at her companion, Milly, and see that she keeps glancing from her sister to the candle circle.
Oh, this is ridiculous. I turn on my heel, and start walking towards the ring of candles. But I can’t go across them. When I lift my arm over the candles, I can feel a strange, buzzing sensation. I can’t get my arm over this weird barrier, so I try stepping over it, but it’s like kicking a stupid wall.
Frustrated, I turn back to the girl, Mirabelle, about to go off when she cuts me off.
“You can’t leave.”
I look up at Mirabelle. Her head is cocked to the side and she is looking at me like I am some lab rat.
“Let me go,” I say harshly. I close my eyes, ready to show these girls what I can do, but when she speaks, it makes me pause.
“No,” she says. “You haven’t even told me your name.” There’s something in her voice that puzzles me. She insists on knowing my name, but she seems questioning, but not at all pushing, like she knows something.
“If I give you my name, will you let me go?”
“No.”
“Then you must not want to know my name.”
She laughs again. “Let me explain. I can see ghosts, I can call them, and I can send them to a different world. You could call me a mediator, but that’s really not an appropriate title. My sister here can’t see ghosts, as you probably noticed, but she insisted on tagging along.”
At the sound of her name, Milly glances at Mirabelle before looking out over the field of grass. She reminds me of a lookout, and I wonder if she is here really just to tag along.
“Milly is a witch,” Mirabelle explains, answering my thoughts. “And she casted this circle to catch ghosts. We do it every now and then. A little thing we like to call ghost fishing. Just shine the light, and ghosts will come. Like moths to a porch light.”
My head shoots up. The light. The stupid light. I want to slap myself. It was like the light at the end of the tunnel when you die. Still being on earth, when I reached it, I clearly didn’t get sent to Heaven or wherever it is ghosts go. I wanted to go to it because I thought maybe this wandering would end… only to be capture by a couple of kids, nonetheless.
“Why do you want me here?” I ask.
“Because, Leah, you weren’t-”
“How do you know my name?” I cut in. “You were asking for it just a few minutes ago.”
The corner of her mouth slides up into a sly grin. “I researched you. I know how you died, who did it, the trials, all the legal stuff, and what happened to David afterwards.”
Instead of trembling and crying, I take a defensive stance, folding my arms across my ribs. “So what? You do not know what really happened.”
“You’re right.” She sighs dramatically. “I don’t know what really happened. But what I do know is that you weren’t supposed to die – David killed the wrong person because he was under the influence. My sister and I are going to try to bring you back. The live breathing you, as good as new.
I don’t believe her. She is probably someone like those kids who get a thrill by “ghost hunting” and then teasing the poor soul, in this case mine, to see if anything will happen. Like seeing what kind of power a spirit can unleash. Oh, if these two girls want to see my power, I’ll show them what I can do.
Plus, how can you kill the wrong person? There’s just no way.
Still, I can’t help but feel a bit hopeful. I wasn’t supposed to die. I know David meant to kill me, and coming back could mean I could definitely get my revenge in. Coming back to life… It held so many promises. So many lovely promises, but most of all, not being so alone. It is almost too good to be true.
“How?” I ask, unsure of how this works.
“It’s very difficult and dangerous. Long story short, it’s what we call a Replacement ceremony where we take another girl, and I cast her soul out of her body, and replace it with your soul. Or, if you want, we can do it with a guy, but I’m sure you don’t want to live your second life in a guy’s body. Very tempting, is it not, hmmm?” she asks.
Very tempting indeed, I agree in my head.
Only one thought was going through my head:
What do I have to lose?
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