An emotional carcass of a poem. Needed to be written, for my own sanity. Curse working in a supermarket. Anyway, let me know what you think.
It’s surprising how much dried apricots
can bring to the surface.
Those ten straight hours we spent together,
The shared Doritos and two litre Pepsi,
That zombie movie and every other memory
I struggle to think of,
Fade in comparison, so unimportant when I remember:
Crying in the teacher’s room while she served me
Dried apricots to counter the shock,
Then feebly asking his mum,
“The girl he was with, when they beat him up,
Did she belong to him?”
So pitiful.
The call after school, the “Are you okay?
Why didn’t you say?”
Throwing the phone across the room,
Screaming at how ungrateful he was
And going to work numb.
But more than that:
The days of silence, confusion and fear,
And finally to hear the “I don’t love you,”
It all feels so near
When I see dried apricots
And remember the texture when I look at the pack,
It’s amazing just how many memories
Dried apricots can bring back.
Written on Sunday 1st November, 2009 at 21:40pm.
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