I smile and nod, about to respond as my head starts throbbing again. More images pass through, and it gets worse this time. Gently, I move her off of me and make a run for the bathroom, getting there just in time to double over.
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
More images come, voices of people I know and people I don't know screaming at me through memories. Taking my head in my hands, I close my eyes and try to even my breathing as the throbbing increases.
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
I nod and look down. Horrible thoughts are triggered in my brain. I think ifi we never went back to our relationship, he would not have to be in this much pain.
Sometimes the smallest things take up the most room in your heart -Winnie the Pooh
I study her, taking her hand, "Whatever you're thinking, stop. Don't blame yourself or anything like that. This happened because God willed it. It was fate for me."
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside