The Lounge 4

Congrats dude! and wow I'm not even going to ask.

Yeah... *shudders* Ugh...

Who wants to hear an absolutely true fact about me?

Uh...Okay. Lol

I earned the Nickname DevilSpawn from my local cristion church after I continuely challenged the ideal's of god, if you have Satan as your friend on here he put up a status that kind of tells you the idea's that I challenged.

I saw the status, and wow. That kind of reminds me of my brother...except he never turned to the devil as an option, he just has stopped thinking about Christian ideals all together after doubting them for a good four years or so.

Yea I don't do that but I like to stick it in there ass because the pastor or father acted snobby and stuck up. Besides every cristion family and there mother calls me that even to this day I've sort of become a legend to be honest.

*nods* Cool. I know what you mean about snobby pastors and stuff. I've had my fair share of those. My parents are constantly moving churches because they don't like something about it. I...I stopped going after they forced me into youth group last year. I still believe everything, I just don't feel accepted in that church anymore and don't want to deal with the people. I'd rather be my own type of Christian than one of them...

Ha I hear ya I couldn't hadle that stupid youth group thing just the way they act bugged the living hell out of me. Besides I could always tell by how the father and pastor look at me I was never accepted how the mother's cover the children's ear's when I speck truth. I could tell from the first second I challenged I would never be accepted.

Well, with me, I never did anything to not be accepted. That's what I don't get. I'm quiet and polite...I didn't understand. I'd make friends with one or two but the other fifty-something people wouldn't even glance in my direction.

But I really don't like people. Like, coming in contact with them. I hate hallways, feel awkward in classrooms full of kids, and just can't stand coming so close to people. I'm not claustrophobic but like whatever the medical term is for fear of being touched. I just...I don't know. shaking hands and all that. *shakes head* I've got problems...

Well there is one quote I've always held onto since my sixth grade after I started feeling like an outlaw. it was “Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us most. We ask ourselves, 'Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and famous?' Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in all of us. And when we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”
Used by Nelson Mandela in his 1994 inaugural speech

Nice, I'll remember that.

To put it short this quote.

“Each time we face our fear, we gain strength, courage, and confidence in the doing.”

Lol. Where do you pull all these quotes from?

Random sites or personal memory.