You laugh at my expense.
I stand there and take it.
You throw names my way,
I stand there let the tears fall.
You cause me pain,
So my thoughts of me become a distorted emotional chain.
You push me down and spit on my feelings,
I slowly feel as if my skin is peeling.
And all that's left is blood on the floor,
A puddle of me, a puddle of your distaste.
You leave me to bleed, leave me to waste.
An aching head and a broken heart.
My mind is beginning to drift apart.
I'm breaking down and you won't set me free,
With every hurtful word you abuse me.
Why can't I just cease to exist?
If I were gone I doubt I'd be missed.
I'm slowly dying now,
Slowly crying now,
And my heart is on fire.
My insides turn to ash,
Everything in me is crumbling down.
And as I begin to fade,
I notice the deep wounds you cut ,
And you didn't use a blade.
I smile for, you can hurt me no longer.
As I fall, I fall into nothing but dark.
But as I go I will always carry your scaring marks.
alex
