She didn't grow up.
She didn't mature.
Her mind holds no innocence, nothing is pure.
She froze in time.
Remained in her same state of mind.
Where nothing was good, nothing was right.
And like the coward she is, surrendered without a fight.
She feels framed and forgotten.
Remains in her safe place.
Where the world passed her by without a single trace.
What can she do to forget that time.
Can she move on start again, or for her is this the end.
Abandoned is her, you went away and left her lonesome.
She cant fend for herself, no strength left in her.
And as the forgotten she hopes to turn her mentality to now.
Forget the before, and feel that pain no longer.
She just wants to feel alive and OK.
Feel that love and keep emotions at bay.
Can this be?
Will she breathe and begin.
She lays and watches as her world begins to spin.
She didn't grow .
She didn't begin.
she wasn't alive.
Carries deep holes within.
What will she do.
Can she move on?
She woke up and everyone gone.
She plays pretend so you think she's OK.
But at night she cries away,
That is what happened, that's how it'll be,
One day you'll know that The She was me.
