back and forth we talked.
I stayed strong when you said you loved her.
And when I told you to be happy,
I ment it.
I said, "Buy her flowers."
but I never wanted flowers.
I told you to be patient, that she woud come.
But I was already there.
Oh how you were blind.
Then one day you said you liked someone.
I couldn't believe what was right in front of me.
You said it was secret, you who told me everything.
Why would you hide from me your secrets?
Then they truth came free.
But she was still there, in your heart and mind.
She never really left, even though you loved me too.
Still, we talked as if the words hadn't been typed.
Because love was too hard, too complicated, for us.
I will wait though, until one of us moves on.
For the day when you can forget aout her.
And the day when so can I.
Because she was not only your heart, but my best friend.
And so what we had was forbidden love.
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Ok so I know this is horrible. It is my first draft and raw. My sentance lengths vary to much, my grammer is probably horrible, and dont get me started on my spelling. The thing is though, this just happened to me. Like an hour ago so when I write what I feel it comes straight from the heart. But please, feel free to rip it apart. But if in the off chance you like it please hit the buttun that says so 
). It does need some work, however. You're right when you said it was raw. But I can see a glint of gold somewhere in there. All you have to do is melt it down a bit and refine it to make it shine. 
). But you need to make it more consistent and more uniform. You vary the sentence structure too much as though you're trying to choose between too different styles. Pick one and go with it.