My name is Mervian Otto Robert. You can call me Otto/Robert/Robi/Rob/R, whatever you like.
I'm 19 years old.
My hobbies besides writing are playing the guitar, messing around in Photoshop, parties, drawing.
I enjoy all kinds of writing as long as they are not superficial. ( Except those meant to be superficial )
I read almost everything that falls into hand. Mostly fliers.
I really like the forum. It's simple , beautifully structured and easy on bandwith. ( I'm being followed by F.B.I. for router murder )
I usually write late at night , when silence spreads in the house, and I practice my writing skills daily , about 2 hours per day.
I like to write about Love, Romance, Hate, Dissapointment, Loneliness.
I like to read stories that really express something.
I plan on having fun, learning new things and skills, and growing up.
[Taken from a thread , seemed a nice way of briefly introducing myself]
That was for those that don't want to read what is up next..
Hello guys and girls *stands up in the crowd and takes hat off*, I'm Rob, a mentally and emotionally broken human being, that came here because he really wants to find people that appreciate literature. *wipes the sweat off forehead* I am going to appologise for grammar and writing mistakes , but English is not my first language.
As a general idea about writing, I have done it before, about 2 years ago I had to put it away, due to a VERY important exam I had, and writing was mostly what I did. And now, after moving to another city to go to university, and seeing the same amount of superficiality in people, I thought I'd start again.
I am the kind of guy that writes out of a very unstable and unpredictable instict. If you didn't understand ( I slightly didn't either ) *looks to the ground and laughs* let me tell it a bit easier.. I cannot put together ideas, and stick with them, and I can get inspired out of anything. I can see a cloud on the sky and go "Oooh shoot a cloud!! POEM!". And I usually get one idea, but when I start writting I go "I can also do that, and that, and that, and WOW! how about this." but then I see that it doesn't make sense and I try to somehow make it work. *grips on the hat tight and blushes*. My main inspiration are the tons of awful things that happened to me during these 19 years of existence, mostly out of being in a relationship broken, that even God goes /facepalm. Childhood wasn't a blast either. *mumbles something* All in all, I had to put away what I want, I feel and need all my life until 3 months ago, and I have repressed emotions that I need to let go.
I am a bit of an introverted guy when it comes to what I feel, so I can set those feelings free through writing. It sets me free. And I believe that without feelings, you cannot write , and make the reader feel, even though I haven't mastered that either. *blushes again*
My main goal as a writer in to change how the world thinks, and to make them believe in love again. I really hate it when someone does something just to get atention, and not because it feels right.
Now for some random stuff.. I act instinctively ( hope i got it right ) *googles the word*. I play guitar from time to time. I like really long talks. I like listening to people and their problems. I like helping a lot. I love to give and not expect anything in return. I like to use *..* to show action. I usually use two dots ( .. ) not three. I smoke. I'm caucasian. I love music. *google opens* Yes , it was right, woohoo! I dance a lot. I like photography. I hate unwanted attention. I love Paramore <3. Uuuh, a bunny!^^.
Hope that gives you an idea about myself. I will try to post some poems I wrote. Until next time, b'bye and take care. *pulls off the old "Exit, Stage Right" bit but falls and bites out of the pavement*

