Dream On.

it occurs to me that none of you know what Cellia looks like. you know my personality, my age and my past but you dont know my appearence. so here goes.
Cellia has longish brown/red hair that has some purple in it with aqua side bangs. (weird i know)
She is weating dark skinny jeans with a rock Tee (the beatles) and a black sweater.

As far as i can see Blaze and Devin were the only ones who got off the bus with me. That was ok. i was kind of happy, though i was sad that i was leaving Raven, and Jet...well Jet never really flirted back so i guess im not too disappointed. I hope that i will soon be on the bus to everywhere and nowhere again. Blaze and i walk very close to each other on the way to, where were we going? To find food i guess but where? Oh well, we'll solve that later. I still have the $100 that Devin gave me before he got back on the bus. I don't want to spen it so i stick it in my pocket and grab the $200 from my shoe. Blaze gives me this weird look and i show him the cash. He smiles, and i contemplate the scilence. It bothers me. I want to tell him i saw the way he was looking at me, i want to tell him that i want to know him better, but i dont know how to say it. we stop walking for a second, in that second, i look him in the eye stand on my tip toes and kiss him. im not sure why. after a little while i break away.
"im sorry! im sorry! im so so sorry! that came out of nowhere and...and im sorry." i hand him $50 for food then take off running.

Blaze

Cellia looked me in the eye and kissed me.

It was sweet... and although it must have lasted a while, it felt like just a short bit to me. We broke apart and I wasn't sure what to say.

As Cellia stammered out an apology, she handed me 50 dollars and raced away. At first I stood there, stunned, but then I ran after her. "Hey, Cellia, wait!" I shouted. How did I always manage to mess these things up? I should have said something, or- well, I didn't know what I should have done.

I could see her slowing down a bit, but I kept going after her. I caught up to her and put my hand lightly on her shoulder. "Why'd you run away?" I asked, looking straight at her.

Blaze caught up with me and stopped me.
"why'd you run away?" he asked. I stared into his beautiful blue eyes for a moment. I didn't know what to say, but , somehow, something inside of me said something.
"I'm not good at...i mean...The kiss, it came from nowhere and...im sorry." I look down, then back up, he is still standing there, hand on my shoulder, with a big goofy smile on his face. I reach up and kiss him again, this time i don't break off until he does. then isay:
"Lets go find some thing to eat, babe. we should know each other better. Maybe we can find the bus afterwards, but for, now lets go."

(im not using Babe as a BF/GF term here, in real life i call everyone babe or babe doll and i kinda let that slip into my writing)

(WARNING: im not going to be on all weekend. i have a big chorus thing to go to. Raven and Blaze will you guys write for me. Please? just little things please)

Blaze

"Lets go find some thing to eat, babe. we should know each other better. Maybe we can find the bus afterwards, but for, now lets go," Cellia said.

"Works for me," I said, grinning. I felt a lot happier than I had this morning, not that I said that out loud.

"Where should we eat?" Cellia asked, glancing around at all of the stores.

"All of them kind of look like they belong in the range of crap-hole, but what about there?" It looked like the food might actually be decent at the place I was pointing at. At least I hoped.

"Alright," Cellia said in agreement, and she followed me in.

I sighed and closed my eyes. I had nowhere to go no one to go with and I was alone. I bit my lip once more drawing blood yet again. I hoped that maybe Cellia, Blaze and Cassidy would come back on.

Clarity

"Raven, want to go grab a bite to eat?" I ask her. She looked lonely, and I felt bad. Devin hands me a few bills, and walks to the back of the bus. Raven nods, and stands.

We walk to the nearest place, because I was in no mind to walk any far distance. The place turned out to be a McDonald's.

We both go up to the counter and order.

As we sit down, I ask her, "What happened with you, I think I can understand more than you would know. I haven't had the best past either. I am moving on though, and making a life for myself."

"I just hate being alone and I want to move on and find a place in the world for me. I want to find someone whos right for me and will except me for me. My parents kept telling me I'm no good no one will ever love me I'll always be alone and I keep hearing their voices" I said quietly looking down at the table. I felt a few tears make their way down my cheeks and I brushed them away.

I feel like Clarissa got pushed away with all this crazy posting you guys did. I'm assuming you guys are on a different time zone than I am. Ugh. Can someone please help me bring her back in?

Jet:

I sat on the bus with just a few others. Taking my guitar (

Spoiler

) from its case and my pick from my ring I plucked a few notes then eased into A Change Is Gonna Come, singing along quietly with it.

I was born by the river in a little tent
Oh just like the river I've been running ever since
It's been a long, a long time coming
But I know a change gonna come, oh yes it will

It's been to hard living but I'm afraid to die
Cause I don't know what's up there beyond the sky
It's been a long, a long time coming
But I know a change gonna come, oh yes it will

I go to the movie and I go downtown
Somebody keep telling me don't hang around
It's been a long, a long time coming
But I know a change gonna come, oh yes it will

Then I go to my brother
And I say brother help me please
But he winds up knocking me
Back down on my knees

Ohhhhhhhhh.....

There been times I thought I couldn't last for long
But now I think I'm able to carry on
It's been a long, a long time coming
But I know a change gonna come, oh yes it will

(@ Fictionfan: where do you want to be, with Cellia and Blaze or with Raven and Clarity or with Jet and Devin on the bus?)

Cellia:

Blaze and i walk into a restaurant. It looks pretty nice, we sit and get menus. I stare at him for a while but blush and look away when he looks up. Finally i decide to talk,
"Well i guess your starting the knowing. My name is Cellia Farley Roseken, i lived in nowhere, Maine. When i was 15 my 11 year old sister was killed in a car accedent because i didnt save her. My favorite color is Red, I like Music, Guitars, Being in the sun and Sushi, which by the way i am going to order. i hate people who try to control me and my problems, The fact that i blame myself for my sisters death and Darkness. Your turn" I smile.
Before he can answer our waitress comes to take out orders. I order my sushi. then turn Back to Blaze. "Still your turn, Babe Doll. after this we go to find the bus, we dont have much time."

Clarity

"I just hate being alone and I want to move on and find a place in the world for me. I want to find someone whose right for me and will except me for me. My parents kept telling me I'm no good no one will ever love me I'll always be alone and I keep hearing their voices." Raven says.

"I am finding my place, like you, but I am on a better track. If you want, I am getting off at the next stop to street perform, or maybe on stage. I need someone to do guitar with me. I would be happy if you joined me. I hate feeling alone."

Raven
I braved a smile at Clarity. "Seriously?" I asked barely able to keep the delight out of my voice. She smiled back. "Seriously." I grinned again. "Thank you so much." I said delightedly. She shrugged but still kept smiling at me.

Blaze

"Your turn" Cellia said, smiling.
Before he can answer our waitress comes to take out orders. I order my sushi. then turn Back to Blaze. "Still your turn, Babe Doll. after this we go to find the bus, we dont have much time."

"Alright," I said. "I'm Blaze Stewarts. I'm 17 and when I was younger my mom left. She was kind of a hooker. My Dad died when I was 15 and I ran away from my foster family a few days ago. Lots of reasons for that. I like almost anything you can throw at me including music and, well, a lot of other stuff. I wouldn't know where to begin in a description of my interests," I added, grinning.