The Shadows DT

Dude, this evil streak must be the same for all authors.

Or we just have twisted minds...

That too.

Well then!
I'm currently writing a prologue to a story and I'm killing a mute girl. AKA-the MC's true love.
Of course her fate has been undecided...hmmm.

Yeah in one, I almost kill a girl, she gets amnesia, and forgets everything in the past year including her very dear friend [boy] that she nearly died for! They're only nine at the time and fall in love later. So, years later, when the boy has been thinking she's dead for about seven years, she moves to where he moved after she jumped off the building pulling down...that-guy-whom-I-will-not-mention-again-because-I-don't-like-him-which- is-why-I-killed-him with her. So he's a teeny bit freaked and very much disbelieving. He doesn't think it's really her. Seeing him tugs at her memory and causes it to start coming back. Throughout the story, that's what happens.

Nice!
Things like that (Raz's and my Chapter 1, which was supposed to be a prologue) are sort of hard to write. Like, they're easy, but it makes me feel so sad...I felt like I actually WAS the MC when I wrote it... heheh...sorry I had to kill your love Jax...the story just couldn't happen unles I did.

To be honest, I don't have too much trouble. I just sort of become the character and vent. Like Leo thought it was his fault May 'died' and Ginny saw no hope whatsoever, because it was impossible for her to pass on. What makes it worse, just like ghosts only ever appear to us on occasion, we fade in and out of existance to them. Very lonely. You know, my parents didn't think to take away my Wii. Which has INTERNET.

Raz! WOOP!

Unfortunately, no adobe flash player D:
And I can't just x out pop-ups.

Anyway, we all have twisted minds, we're all weird, and authors seem to have their own nature!

Yes. It seems that most everyone is crazy in socially acceptable ways.

Eheheh right! I know people who are crazy and I would never go near in my life. There's epic-crazy, like us which is fine. But there's also running-around-with-star-wars-doll-crazy. Then there's drugs-drinking-party-crazy, and I-...do-things-with-way-too-many-men/women-crazy.

Not to mention muttering-to-yourself-like-you're-muttering-to-someone-else-with-everyone-you-know-in-the-room-crazy. (Moi.) (Shuddup!) (No.) (Shuddup!) (Fine, fine. )

Haha, that's me too! xD Actually, I'm more like the saying-things-to-someone-who-apparently-just-left-crazy type.

Or possibly talking-to-someone-who-is-not-there-and-you-know-it-but-want-to-creep-people-out-crazy?