19th November
3:20- 6:19
We are going out tonight, Just me and Jodie, to Halls shopping centre,I can't wait.Its not like I haven't ever been there before, because I have I been there like loads of times, it because I have £135 quid to spend on whatever I like.Ok I admit it, most of it, not all of it , is some of my birthday money which was like 2 weeks ago and the money has been burning a whole in my pockets so bad, when I was officially 15 years old,I had a major party at my Uncles pub, loads of people who I knew where invited and mostly people who I didn't know, some of my step dads friends from his old band and some of my mums old school mates.They where all hugging and kissing one another.
Jerry, my step dad gave me the best present ever.I love Jerry so much, ever since mum met him , my life has been absolutely bliss.He gave me this necklace with a metal "S" on it(S for Sabrina), and studded diamonds along it.I wear everyday at school, in the shower.Everywhere.I am wearing now as I write my diary.My cat, my Tabby cat, Tilly is watching me and she wants me to stroke her shes purring, and rubbing her face against my open laptop.
I layered on my mascara 3 more times until it was proper thick.I heard my friend shouting at me to hurry up from outside.
"Come in!" I yelled at her.I would have let come in if my mum was in,shes very fussy about Jodie ever since she was caught shoplifting in Loots.Me and Jodie both no she didn't do it.Theres no proof that she did but there is no proof that she didn't.Jodie is too smart to have done.Plus she was accused of stealing fake nails,Jodie doesn't "do" "nails" Let alone Fake ones.
I brushed my long,sandy blond hair and added some cherry gloss to my lips.
"How do I look?" I turned to my friend who was sitting on my bed looking at my newest edition of O.M.G magazine disapprovingly.Broken
"Like a tart," She mumbled raising her eyebrows.
"Good!" I said half laughing.I grabbed my bag and closed the door after I went with Jodie right behind me.
We caught the number 26 bus and sat at the back as usual.Jodie with her phone on full blast , with britney spears' new song, blaring out.I like to hide and go unnoticed then I come off the bus I usually strut down the isle like a model.Nobody ever seems to notice....mmmmmm .Some old lady will probably follow me with her eyes and tutting and shaking her head, thinking something like "Ain't she got a lot of make-up on".
Jodie and me went to into Loots because they had like 50% off all make-up brands.Jodie wasn't bothered about it , She doesn't wear that much make-up she just shoves a bit eyeliner on in the morning.So in Loots when I was l quietly looking at the "Miss fashionable" make-up and she got the red tester lipstick from a different stand and drew red thick line of lipstick.So then I got really pissed off with her and got the tester glitter eyeshadow and tipped it upside down onto her head (because I know she hates things that are sparkly) and she screamed and said "Right!" Then some old security guard came and chucked us out.
"This isn't a playground ya'know!"
We turned around so we weren't facing the shop,counted to 3 and just screamed with laughter.So then we linked arms and walked down to MCDONALDS.
We went around a couple more shops and we got bored after while and caught the bus back.
I saw my mum the window, I waved she scowled. "That's strange," I thought to myself.
I pulled the down handle , Locked.
I fumbled inside my bag for my key but before I found it , the door was pulled opened.I looked up and smiled.
"Hi Mu- "
"WHERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN?"
"Mum are you OK, I went to-"
"NEVERMIND JUST GET INSIDE!"
I did as I was told.I looked at my brother, Tom who stood looking up at me ,tears streaming down his face.
"Tommy whats up?" He didn't answer he just looked at mum, desperately.
What was wrong?
The question kept swirling around inside my head.
