I use way to many ellipses in this post to be grammatically correct/desirable, but oh well. I going for mood, really.
-Raven-
Men are deaf idiots. Didn't he hear me say, "No, I don't want to come with you"? Or at least, that's what I had tried to say, but I was cut off after "No". He led me outside by the hand. His really strong hand... It suddenly became one of those moments when you want to slap yourself, but only for a second. He led me to under a shady tree and searched my face. My eyes went to my feet. A cool, light breeze rustled the leaves and our hair.
You know how some people have a devil and an angel on their shoulders? Well, I kind of have a normal, average girl who isn't afraid of normal things but terrified of big things on one side. And on my other is this dark, shut out girl who is terrified of the little things in life that everyone goes through, and some even enjoy, while the big things are a piece of cake. I generally listen to the dark side, but once in a while... I mean, come on, I knew I, or at least my subconsciencious and powers, were trying to make this romantic. Not voluntarily, though.
I felt his gaze on me while I counted the missing rhinestones on my black flip-flops. How badly I wanted to run away, punch him in the nose, flat out tell him I hated him... but I couldn't. Why not? I could to anyone else. I could beat up the president if he got on my nerves. Or Superman. Or... anyone but the guy before me.
This was all fake. This wasn't how it was going to end up. I was just fooling myself. I knew how I ended up. Alone. Spencer wasn't in my picture. And I wasn't in his. This was just a waste of time!--
"Raven," he said quietly, but sternly, pushing the hair that always lay in front of my eyes behind my ear...
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I'm not going to go any further until you post for Spencer, LaReina!
