You tell me you love me.
I say you lie..
You question my answer.
And i start to cry.
You pull me close.
And i rip away.
You ask when i will for give you.
I say "obviously not today"
You look at me with hurt.
But I know that its a fake.
Because the tables finally turn when your heart is put at stake.
You try to say your sorry,
And that you hurt me with your love.
I say your just a liar.
A reject from above.
I thought you were so special.
But clearly I was blind.
I only saw the outer shell never cared for whats behind.
I should have listen to my friends.
I should have stayed away.
I should have saved my loving heart
for someone i knew would stay.
You look at me with eyes so bleak.
Then you turned to her and kiss her cheek.
Your heart is now to stone to me.
But when it comes to her shes a special as can be.
I don't understand what i did.
Where I made my mistake.
But clearly it was something big.
Because it caused my heart to fall and break.
I'm that girl that steps aside.
The one that has feelings to hide.
I put on my mask.
And I smile everyday.
Hope, praying, wishing that this pain will go away.
You couldn't make your choice.
And this is what i get.
For shedding tears that didn't matter.
And meeting you my biggest regret.
I wish I could believe you
when you say you love me so.
But how i can believe a liar
someone that stooped so low.
I hope she makes you happy.
And puts a smile on your face.
With my heart slowly stopping its perfect steady pace.
Shes probably that someone special.
That one that's there to stay.
That one that wont quit fighting and never go away.
I remember when i was her.
The one that worshiped at your feet.
But now its time for her to shine.
And me to take my seat.
I hate her because I'm jealous.
Because its her not me.
That is making you smile.
And feeling we are meant to be.
But here is where its over.
The book is finally done.
Another chapter in my life.
With a battle never won.
