Sasha walked up to Rebbecca who was sitting with a bunch of rockers. "Can I talk to you?"
she asked.
"Are you supposed to?" Rebbecca asked back sarcastically.
"Yeah, shouldn't you be with your girls doing each other's nails or whatever." Gemma added.
"you know that silly band you'll have." she said ignoring Gemma's comments. "I wanna join it."
"What?!!!" Rebbecca spat orange juice on the table in disbelief.
"What are you doing?" RaiAn whispered from the back. "You're not supposed to be with them."
I walked back into the lunch room. I was clearly embarrassed about what I had done to myself.
I sat back down next to rebbeca, rolled my sleeve down and whispered to rebbeca so only she could hear "It's not usually like me to harm myself. I swear on my life, I won't do it again." I said. I kissed her on the cheek and smiled. She whispered back "Thank you. I forgive you." She said. I stood back up. I walked over to the prep girl.
Sasha, or whatever.
"What do you want, prep?" I asked.
"Sasha, we should get out of here." RaiAn said with fear in her voice. Leon scared her. She had heard about some of the things he did.
"Sasha, lets go!"
"wait! stop pulling me.." Sasha said to RaiAn as she pulled Sasha.
"You didn't let me talk to them." Sasha said, irritated.
"You are not supposed to talk to them...or even look at them. Plus that Leon dude is creepy." RaiAn shrugged.
"Well, I wanna join their band."
"You can't. I know you like to sing in to your hairbush but being in a emo band is just....."
"Listen. you are supposed to be my best friend and you don't support my decisions then who will?"
"What has gotten in to you? Have you gone crazy?Those rockers don't want you! And you don't want them."
"If you were a true friend, RaiAn, you would understand."
"Maybe I can't understand."
"Then maybe you aren't my friend at all."
Sasha said this and ran down the hallway. RaiAn looked at her in amazement, wondering what had gotten in to her friend.
RaiAn ran after Sasha.
"WAIT!" RaiAn yelled.
Sasha stopped suddenly.
"Ok, if you really wanna join the rockers band or whatever...i...guess...i...support you. Just be careful of that Leon person. He is scary, and anything can happen.
"Thank you RaiAn." Shasha sid, still a little upset at RaiAn.
The only reason RaiAn didn't want Sasha ihe band was because RaiAn secretly wanted to apart of the rockers herself. She was just jealous that Sasha got to it first. She would never admit this to anyone but herself.
They walked back to the cafeteria and Sasha went back to the rockers table.
I stared at Sasha as she sat back down. I still thought it was pretty funny she wanted to join our band.
Before anyone could say anything I said, "What would you do? I mean we have a singer, piano player, 2 guitarists, and a drummer."
Rebecca thought about this then looked at me. "There's always more room for guitarists."
I looked back at Sasha, smirking a little. "Can you play guitar?"
Some say laughing is the best medicine but what do you do when you can't laugh anymore?
Multiple personalities are just good social skills.
''You can never have another, you can be guitar and backing singer'' as becka said this she smiled, she had had anough of people treating her differently becaise of the clothes she wears.
Every rose has it's thorn.. Just like every night has it's dawn.
I've matured a lot and I realised it was time to come back.. for good!
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