It is always about life

Life continues to frustrate me, can't be explained. Not entirely. Feeling so small amongst these things, i am comfortable with that. But, i need adventure, i need to get out there, help people, save them. To be loved by many, or famous, not for me. Venting frustration can be a good thing, but when you are like me, and have nothing to vent it at, so it eats at you, that's when it's a problem.

Same with me, but I have no control whatsoever with 2 events in my life. And no one ever asks what I think about waht should be done. Writing is the only way I am able to get my frustration out. But still my emotions eat away at me.

Lately, I've been feeling empty. Like I lost my feelings. I have laughed, felt upset, but it wasn't really deep. It was spontaneous and disappeared after awhile. I don't know. I feel like life isn't really existing. It's like a week when something changes. Later, everything will go back to normal. That's how I feel. Like everything is different, just for now. I'm only feeling empty for now.... I'm still waiting for normal to come back.

Everyone is always empty. It's a fact of life. It's just how you go about it. You could try for enlightenment, Pray, Run away, or the alternitive. Jumping off a bridge. I do that in my mind but as i hit the water i fly. Its a nice feeling.

Ok weird. But my friends think all of my poems are weird creepy and depressing.