"It's hard to let go of someone you've looked up to your whole life," Avery murmured, sitting down on the couch beside Dawn. "I had to do that with my father. When you're young you idolize your parents. You think they're perfect. But as you get older..."
She rubbed her forehead, squeezing her eyes shut. "It took me a long time to realize the drinking wasn't normal. The unwashed clothes, the broken bottles all over the floor, the constant stink of booze..."
"My parents fought all the time. My mother had Evan's abilities--changing colors, invisibility--not very good for standing up to your belligerent, drunk husband. Especially one that can make virtually anything out of thin air. He'd make all sorts of things--bats, whips, clubs--and my mother would hide me and Evan with her powers while he trashed the house, looking for us."
Avery looked up, a crooked smile on her face. "It took me way too long to realize it wasn't a game, that he was actually trying to hurt us. It never occurred to me that my father, my beloved dad, could be the reason my mom was so anxious and covered in bruises. She was always injured--I thought it was because of her profession, she never let us into the art studio when we were young--but I was wrong."
"One day he made a rifle. He spent all day locked in his room, molding his Daya and drinking whiskey. The first shot was what finally broke the illusion for me. Nobody, no matter how in denial they are, can ignore the sound of a bullet nearby."
Avery rubbed her face again, trying to keep the tears down. She didn't want to break down now, not when they all had so much on their shoulders. But it was hard to push the emotions away, especially when she was reliving some of her darkest moments.
"My mom got us out of there alive, thankfully. I never saw him again after that. Sometimes I wonder if he's still out there, struggling. Or, I dunno," she shrugged, trying to appear nonchalant. "He could be dead, for all I know."
As both Astrid and Sage disappeared down the hallway, Evan let out a sigh.
"Wait for me!" he called weakly as he started jogging after them.
