I watch his back as he talks to Sif. What did I do? I shut the spellbook so that my face is visible again. I'm just being stupid. I walk away from everyone and set my shield and book down. Unsheething my sword, I study it carefully.
Suddenly, I hold it up, in a fighting position and stab it straight into the air. Twirling around, I stopped and stabbed again in the same place. I repeat. On the second twirl, I trip and the sword slips out of my hand. I groan and sit up, examining a small cut in my knee. you'll never be good enough to fight for them... I shake my head, ignoring the thought. you'll never be good enough at all
"I will stop if it will make you feel better but I need to go out there.." I straighten my outfit make sure I haven't smeared my maskcara and wipe away all traces of lipstick. Then straighten my hair unlock the door and step out closing it behind me. I see Acky attempting t swing the big sword and walk up to him, "Your forms all wrong."
"Yes, form the posture you adopt to hold the big sword.." I smile. Trying to help people isn't really my thing so I am sure I sound like a jerk. "May I hold your weapon for a minute?"
Something doesn't seem right I run back to the room opening the door, "Eris!?!" I see her sipping on the window sill and grab her hand, "What are you doing?"