"All that is gold does not glitter, Not all those who wander are lost; The old that is strong does not wither, Deep roots are not reached by the frost."
"All that is gold does not glitter, Not all those who wander are lost; The old that is strong does not wither, Deep roots are not reached by the frost."
Fey he seemed, or the battle-fury of his fathers ran like new fire in his veins, and he was borne up on Snowmane like a god of old, even as Oromë the Great in the battle of the Valar when the world was young. - The Lord of the Rings: Return of the King
"All that is gold does not glitter, Not all those who wander are lost; The old that is strong does not wither, Deep roots are not reached by the frost."
I've just sort of migrated to the virtual world of writing/music/YWS/TV because I don't really have many friends that are peers that I see. I mean, there is my younger cousin (who isn't really my cousin but is family to me), my older boyfriend, and the bird nerd who I can only text because she lives far away. Could be worse, but still I mostly write.
"All that is gold does not glitter, Not all those who wander are lost; The old that is strong does not wither, Deep roots are not reached by the frost."
I just assume that if people don't try to be with me then they don't enjoy my company. It makes me sad but... Ehh. I guess they assume that if I need companionship I'll come to them- because I always have. I like them- I just get the feeling that they're not overly fond of me. I feel like they're annoyed when I'm around, and only seem to pay attention to my input when I make a stink about being ignored- which I hate doing. I hate being clingy and annoying but I feel like if I'm not I'll be left behind. Everyone I'm friends with has someone they'd rather hang out with. I don't mind being second choice- I'm just not very happy about being EVERYONE'S second choice. And though I sometimes like being alone- I hate being lonely so I can't just leave this people BS behind me.
Sorry, I needed to get that out.
We are who we are, and if someone has a problem with that; that's their problem not ours. *** I do believe that insane is the only way to go.
Wow, that is pretty much my social life in a nutshell. Thanks for summing that up so well, @Kelpies.
"All that is gold does not glitter, Not all those who wander are lost; The old that is strong does not wither, Deep roots are not reached by the frost."
See, I have a hard time because I'm one of those people who once you're my friend I will stand by you when things get rough, and a lot of others aren't. I find myself realizing that I will do for them what they won't do for me. The other thing is I can never fully be myself- there is always something unacceptable. Except with my dog. She doesn't care <3
"All that is gold does not glitter, Not all those who wander are lost; The old that is strong does not wither, Deep roots are not reached by the frost."
