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well i'm a senior in high school now, i'll be a legal adult in less than a month! it's been a rough few years, i'll be real. last time i logged in was october of 2022, which was kind of the beginning of the end for me. to be frank, i made some terrible choices that ended with legal trouble and a long trip to the psychiatric hospital. plus side, i finally got help with the ED that has been controlling me for years. i've made quite a few more trips to the psych ward since then, ended up in residential treatment for about 3 months. i missed most of my senior year. failed two classes so i am barely graduating. it's been a lonely few months, i will not lie. i had to distance myself from pretty much everyone i was friends with, which resulted in many tears. but i just celebrated one year of sobriety about two weeks ago so that was super exciting! i did get accepted into a good college, however it is only 20 minutes from my house, but i am living in the dorms so i finally get to escape my family. i started dating my childhood best friend, who i actually dated my freshman year of high school. some of you may remember me posting about him, and then writing lots of sad poetry when he broke up with me. lol. we've been together for 8 months now. he actually stayed with me while i was away at residential. i have senioritis real bad, i will be very honest. but i only take four classes so i can't complain. i got a new puppy last july, and he's turning one this sunday! i love him so so so much, he saved my life, gave me a reason to keep going. yes, i still love harry styles, but recently i've been more into taylor swift, olivia rodrigio, chappell roan, fleetwood mac, abba, greta van fleet, and mac miller. i'm in a rock band too! our name is the fancy toothpicks... i don't want to talk about it. i'm the lead singer and pianist. we've been together for a year now! i have come back to my faith in the past year. i joined a new church and it changed my life, it's my family now. i'm actually going to be their PAID worship intern this summer! i still have the same job i've had since may of 2022, but i got promoted from host to server, so that's awesome. i don't think there is much else to say. i'm not the same person i was. but i do want to become active on here again, some of my best friends and favorite memories were made on here. anyway, if you took the time to read all of this... i love you and appreciate you! can't wait to be on here again!!!
May 1, 2024