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Tagged by: @Konijn for #fivereasonstosmile
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1. My Best Friend ~ She's always been there to have my back and I love her dearly. I wish I could wake up and this would all just be a nightmare that didn't actually happen. She'll be okay...she'll be okay... She's got the best personality and knows how to put a smile on near about anyone's face. She's amazing. I love you, Rin.

2. My brothers ~ When I say that, I mean my nonbiological brothers. My buds from school. People like that. They mean a lot to me and I look up to them.

3. Chocolate ~ Needless to say, I loooove chocolate. Once was told I couldn't love chocolate as much as a female. Hmmm.

4. Little Spirit ~ Now, only a few people will know what I'm talking about here, and that is Rin's rabbit. He's the sweetest little creature and he's definitely a reason to smile for. I've been taking care of him due to an infected ear as Rin is away, and it's the cutest little thing to watch him woth that evil little glare. "You're not my human. Where is she?" Poor bub is scared and very nervous that she's not around. But he's very sweet. Mr. Stress Bunny.

5. My friends ~ Really anyone who puts up with me makes me smile because not even my own family does that and yeah, that's a shitty explanation! Soo! Yeah, here's to smiling........

The more and more I tend to say everything will be okay, the more I find myself deeper in a dark hole that I can't get myself out of because I always seem to be too busy pushing others out. I'm stuck in a loop of endless emotion toward some situation I can't get myself out of.

She always told me everything will be okay, that everything would turn out to be fine. But in the end, is it really just okay? I do not find a piece of this situation okay. I'm losing my best friend, watching her die. All I see when I close my eyes is her, laying there, motionless, and hardly breathing. Yet, when I open them all I see is darkness. She's losing herself. Losing life. Heart failing, lungs collapsing. All I can do is sit here and wait for more updates on how she is and every little sound I hear coming from those doctors lips are heart breaking. The more and more words that spill and end up lingering in the air, are ones I dread to hear. But I cannot escape them.

How can you be so sure that everything will be okay? How can you tell me it will be okay over and over again when you know that in the end, this won't be okay? If you recover, if you live, that's when it will be okay. If you die, it won't be. And you told me to hold onto what I love, but I can't hold onto you as you're dying. They won't let me see you half of the time I'm in the hospital. God only knows how far I'll go without you, but until then, please hold on. Hang tight, my friend. Like you said, in the end this will be okay. With all the faith I have left in my heart, I owe it all to you for keeping me going this far. And I will continue to go. But I need you to hang tight and try your hardest to get through this. You are strong. You are brave. You can do this. Sometimes it only takes one person to say they believe in you to keep going. Therefore, I believe in you.

Welcome to YWS! I can't wait to see what you write!

Hi and welcome to YWS! I'm Mage! If you ever have any questions, feel free to come to me! ☆

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Welcome Mat
Knowledge Base - YWS
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FAQ For New Users
YWS Critique Sandwich

If I can't answer your questions, or I'm not on when you have one, you can always ask the users whose names are in green (moderators) or red (administrators). Other users would be happy to help as well! ☆

What type of things do you like to write? I write fantasy novels that are sometimes also mysteries, and enjoy writing realistic fiction short stories.

Also, since this a really fun question to ask, where did you get your username from?