All the morals I have constructed,
with careful guidance and support,
are in jeopardy of crumbling
under the weight of questions.
If my morals are so correct,
as everyone has told me they are,
why do I get nowhere by staying strong,
while those who don’t care have everything.
They appear to have a rock,
a rock like the one I anchor myself to,
but their rocks are sand now,
and the wind blows them everywhere.
I had determined that knowing what’s right
and knowing what will destroy you
will keep you safe and happy
and all will envy your sturdy rock.
But floating on the breeze,
not caring what you mash into,
seems to yield more of everything
that I know is to be sought after.
What then should I do?
Should I break all form and habit
and brave whatever I may smash into?
Or am I to remain unmoving?
No one cares for the danger.
They have too much fun on the coaster.
And though their destruction is certain,
they don’t have a scratch on them.
And if I do chose to smash my rock
to the point of never getting it back,
could I do it? Or could I not?
To smash seems so unnatural.
Not a soul cares for my rock.
They all must wonder why I’m not with them.
To reap the rewards that they enjoy,
hide the bruises they surely must have.
My chaos mind will not help,
But no one else I can tell.
All that are on rock would be appalled
that I am even considering becoming sand.
So I must ask you who do not know
my name, what should I do?
Stay the course or shift my path,
anchor or take flight?
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