Just stop!

How many time can i look at you?
Just go away because it hurts
I cant stand you
Why?
I love you
I wish youd just go away
GET OUT OF MY LIFE!
Just stop!
I cant take it anymore
you joke that you love me
I dont want to
but i lie
I said i hate you
I DONT WANT TO CRY
JUST STOP!
dont even look in my direction
i dream about you every night
i cant get you out of my head
lke a song that i love but just cant stand
JUST STOP!
Please i beg
i love you too much
ANd yet i cant
say you hate me
glare, scream anything
just to stop this
JUST STOP.
Baby, i beg.
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Im sorry its not in any particular rhyming/flowing order i just brain dumped everything that i was thinking...it would make a nice rap though

Mod: No all-caps in titles, thank you.

Emoticon --

Remember proper grammar when you write; the pronoun I should always be capitalized. Edgar Alan Poe often left it uncapitalized for stylistic effect -- or he never really capitalized anything. Seeing as there's not much in terms of style here, and you have a capitalized I, I think you need to keep them all up in the skies.

Remember apostrophes in contractions; dont should be don't, youd should be you'd, and so on, so forth.

Caps seem to be equivalent to shouting, and are often looked down on in writing; they come off as over dramatic, or over enthusiastic, and I feel that you can get the same message across without using them. My recommendation is to cut them out of this -- it would make this a lot easier to read.

I didn't really enjoy this subject wise. I felt that this had been too common a theme to write on -- love poems are so, so common and usually they don't give us much reason to understand the emotional side of the picture. I think you need to elaborate on a lot of things here, perhaps throw some concrete things in, instead of just leaving this on a page where abstract emotions float around. Give us a reason to sympathize with this person and understand what they're going through.

I can't say if it's good or not, honestly. Needs a lot of revision -- try to post your serious writing, so that we can critique and review it properly. =)

June

June,
thank you for advising but as i said at the bottom it wasnt a poem it was a brain dump,
i couldent tell my friend why i was always upset and this is the best way i could think of...
she thinks i like this guy when i dont think i do but am un sure im sorry its not up to your standards but its how i choose to express.
im supposed to be yelling which is why there are all caps and i dont care if you "enjoyed it subject wise" its my life not yours.

No worries, Emoticon.

If my criticism was too harsh, I apologize. I often review at late hours and don't think clearly. Nonetheless, I critiqued it because it was posted here; nevermind my standards (not that I actually have any... ) -- what you write is for you, and sometimes braindumps do help.

June

thank you and i should also apologize my reply was rather harsh
but i get like that sometimes
youve heard of irish temper?
well thats my German temper lol

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I really liked it.
It doesn't feel like a poem in terms of structure, grammatical correctness and such but It was violent with emotion. A lot of poetry I read feels like pretty words, good order but the emotions are either not there or veiled in a film of purple-prose.
I would say take this passion and redirect it into something with a little more structure, while still leaving that raw edge intact. Or get a blog to post this stuff in.
Anyways, keep feeling this angry, it makes for good writing.
xxooxx
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