So recently I've had a boyfriend. I love him more than anything, he's amazing. But we've just had a conversation about when we're possibly gonna have sex and I really really want to but I'm also really scared. Before this weekend I had never had anything sexual going on and the farthest I've been is fingers so I have no idea what it's going to be like and it's been stressing me out. We're waiting for the "right time" but I don't know when that will be because when we're not together or when he forgets condoms it seems like the perfect time but whenever the environment is right it doesn't feel right or I'm too scared. ahHHhHh