love

Chapter 2

" I Wanna always feel like part of this was mine"

"yay" Joe, my 10 year old sister yelled at me. I closed my door and turned on my tv to watch the news. Yea i know why would i wanna watch the news but i like knowing wats going on in the world is that so wrong? Anyways it was three hours till the concert and i was almost in tears. "there'll be other shows" mom had said but i just glared at her and walked pasted her to my room. I was a 17 year old girl who was stuck spending the night at a little kid show. Wow my life was so exciting. i signed into my AIM as the news played behind me

xxandy_throwdownxx: Ready 4 the worst night of ur life?

xxex_the_romancexx: I could be asking u the same thing u know. I HATE MY LIFE!!!!

xxandy_throwdownxx: it wont be tht bad. anyways i got tickets 4 next months show in san fran. my bro said he could take us. thanx me now or later........

xxex_the_romancexx: Dude r u 4 real? god i love you!!!!

xxandy_throwdownxx: lol yea i know u do

"in other news tonight is the jonas brothers last show with Miley Cyru, after nick jonas and miley cyrus's break up they thought'd it would be the best" i turned around in my seat and looked at the tv. If you didnt know this was the first time i ever saw a picture of them. SO there was joe kevin and nick posing for the camera as the news caster talked. " nick had a few words to say about this" the news caster said. i turned the volume up. Nick appeared on the tv with a interviewer. "miley' a great girl but somethings arent meant to be. We had something great and ill always remeber it forever but this breakup is for the best...for bot of us" it seemed like he was making eye contact with me. Hi seyes burned into mine and locks of his hair hung in his face. I noticed freckles thrown delicately on his nose and cheeks, he had hazel almond shaped eyes and plump red lips. " hopefully shell find someone great who will be there for her. I wish her the best" he said. I looked away finding myself in goosebumps.

Now i knew why so many girls awwed over them. They could do things to you and you'll find yourself like arobot but mostly they have this way of connecting wiht you heart through thier eyes. not most guys are able to do that.

XxAndy_throwdownXX: hello? hey dude? u there?

XXex_the_romancexx:srry im here so ill pick u up at 6?

xxandy_throwdownxx: ok later dude

XXandy_throwdownXX has just signed out.

My phone suddenly rang scaring the living shit out of me. i answered without even looking at the caller id (i would soon learn to do look though.)

" hello?"

"hello Aqua?"

it took me a minute to place the vioce but when i didit was like i never forgot it.

"RYAN?:

" yea it me" it was silent on both ends as i sat there totally frozen in place. it had been months since we talked and i felt like shouting at him " why are you calling me? all you ever did was hurt me by hooking up with that shank. im over you ry so dont call me again. i freakin hate you", bu ti couldnt bring myself to say it. so instead i asked, "wat do u want." i heard him sigh on the other end which made my skin tense up. he use to do that all the time when he had somethign on his mind and didnt know how to bring it up. we were togethe for a year before thigns started to melt between us. Before i knew it things blew up between us and i was left broken hearted while he had anew girlfriend, my enmey since first grade, ERICA SMITH. even if u dont know her, i know you have a girl just like her at skool. she trys to make you life a living hell, trys to bring you down an dstomp on you but fo rme it never worked. until she took the one thing away from me i never wanted to let go. You can say it, RYAN. That was the first time she ever made me cry even in first grade when she made me broke my ankle i never cried. i was stronger inside then she was but ryan, man she found my weak spot there.

"i just wanted to talk you know im a pretty good guy once you get to know me" i rolled my eyes. "i did get to know you ry and honestly i think your a doche" "you never gave me a chance to show you the real me." " i gave you tons of chances Ry, stop fooling yourself."

" Aqua listen-" i cut him off. " no you listen ryan, i dont wanna talk to you ever so just...just leave me alone ok? im hanging up now. BYE" i presses end before he could hear my voice start to crack. i love him- loved him at one point of my life but wat had i loved exactly? there wasnt that much to him. All i really go tform him was pain and regret. i never needed him, but somehow i always found myself thinking of him, dreaming of him,... WANTING him.