Passing by her bedroom mirror
The mirror who’s watched her grow
From a little girl with innocence,
To a little older girl who always checked to see if she looked thin or not.
A bad habit of not liking what she sees,
Punishing herself.
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On her lowest days, she’d go to the beach.
Looking for an escape, met with quite a challenging one.
The sun tried to help her,
Showing her the brightest days, picking her up
But all she could do was fall.
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Damaged little girl,
She ripped apart her body
Crying in front of her mirror,
Begging to ‘look’ better.
Her smudged makeup, knowing it’s not enough to hide herself
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Falling deeper and deeper into a hole.
The hole of eating ‘breakfast’ at 5pm,
Fighting a war with scales,
Hiding away the love handles she didn’t love,
Knowing no one else would love them either.
Not allowing clothes to touch her and her wretched body.
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A million suns could never pick her up,
The brightest days only made her want to hide away.
Obsessed with seeing stars and other shapes but not the ones in the sky.
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My poor damaged little girl,
I wish that she could see herself the way that I see her.
A beautiful girl who only cares to hurt herself,
She’s her own enemy,
I never meant to hurt her.
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