To my ex-best friend it's been a year since we talked... face to face I mean. You somehow thought it would be funny to say a rude thing to me, no not to me I mean to someone else behind my back of course.
To my Ex best friend you were kind, loving, sweet.
To my Ex best friend you said you helped me through everything I was going through and I should be more like you.
To my Ex best friend I listened to you sob and cry and I held you when no one else would because they were afraid.
To my Ex best friend I called you every day to see how you were doing just to make sure you were okay.
To my Ex best friend you were so caring and smart I envied you.
To my ex-best friend you were my role model I didn't expect you to be so cruel to me.
To my Ex-best friend please I beg you don't ask me to be your friend again because I might seem weak now still but I am strong and I will say no.
You see, I was always the glue to our friendship the one trying to keep it together but I realized that was unhealthy.
I saw you have a stronger relationship with other people than we have ever had and I had to say goodbye.
Remember that day I was falling down, and you came over to sit with me you dropped all your plans... No oh yeah sorry that was me.
Remember when you asked me to hang out but then, later on, I bailed on you because you were a bit depressed that day... Nope again sorry that was me who made the plans that was you who bailed cause I was depressed.
To my Ex best friend.
You were my role model until I saw the real side of you the one who would think of me as a mistake when I had in anxiety attack, the one who thought it was okay to call me names the one who thought they could push me into doing stuff because I already felt so low about myself what even mattered.
But now I know your state of mind and I know I was the stronger one who walked away.
To my ex-best friend you are kind but you only show it to some people
To my ex-best friend you are loving but when it came to me you thought it would be fun to mess with my head.
To my ex-best friend, you are sweet but not to the people who needed you the most.
To my Ex-best friend I hope that one day you will feel better about yourself I hope that one day you can accept that everyone goes through stuff.
I hope that one day you become a better friend to those around you.
I hope that one day you can look at yourself and forgive yourself.
I hope that one day you can have that emotion that you never had when being friends with a messed up girl like me.
Dear Ex best friend I will never forget you but I can forgive you so here it goes.
Dear Ex best friend I forgive you and everything you have done to me.
Dear Ex best friend you are forgiven.