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First Impression: This was a lovely piece here. I think you really tap into your protagonists emotions and use them really powerfully especially through her thoughts to really showcase everything as it happens. It creates a powerful effect here.
Anyway let's get right to it,
Stepping outside, the numbing sensation of dread festers in my stomach.
I don’t want to go.
The pressure globs up, choking me. Returning to my mother’s house has that effect.
My mother tries, she really does. If she respects you, she offers smiles and caring touches. Unfortunately, winning her affection is a risky game. I’m still suffering from the consequences of losing.
Well that seems like quite the start already. We're immediately seeing our character here in two minds in a rather interesting place for it there, its not often you see this sort of reaction to being about to enter a mother's house there, especially when you combine it with the subtle hints we get from elsewhere.
I sigh.
I can’t think like this now. When she greets me, I need to look happy to see her.
Snatching the keys from my pocket, I unlock the car and sink into the front seat.
This trip was set back for too many months. She might be getting suspicious, but I have no regrets about the delay.
That house forced me into a detached headspace. Striped away from my personality, I robotically completed simple tasks for my mother. My purpose was to smile appropriately, engage in small talk and make her feel appreciated.
Well that's definitely not a good sign. You can see a rather clear sign there that something rather big has happened here and its ended up coloring these interactions so powerfully even though our protagonist does seem determined to act like nothing is wrong.
The house looks the same. The mailbox on the porch is overflowing, some envelopes lying on the ground. Most of its probably junk mail. Does she expect me to sort through it? The plants in the yard are shrivelled up, fried by the unrelenting sun. It’s all so sickeningly familiar.
Creaking the door open, the stench of rotten food slaps me in the face.
I gag, stumbling backwards. Leaning against the wall, I pant into the sleeve of my hoodie. Take quick, shallow breaths. Inside, the food recycling bucket sits on the bench, mocking me.
Well that is quite the description to open there. That doesn't seem like the environment you would expect at a normal house there. Several little red flags flying very sneakily in the background there.
She probably expects me to take it outside. Am I supposed to do that before or after I greet her? She’ll probably find a fault either way. If I greet her first, will she scold me for being lazy and not taking it outside? Or if I throw it out first, will she be annoyed that I smell like rotten food? Why is this so complicated?
An overweight orange cat pads over to me. Sunny. The only good part of this visit. Scratching between his ears, I grin. So fluffy. The sweetest boy.
My mother must have heard me enter by now. Why isn’t she here? Sunny usually sticks by her side.
Oooh I love that progression of thoughts there as we go along. It paints the perfect picture about the way this mother acts here. It still doesn't tell us too much about what's causing all of this tension but it still manages to tell us quite a lot in terms of the kind of relationship they might have once shared before this little divide and even during said divide.
Is she mad? Have I delayed this visit for too long? Is she trying to avoid getting angry by not talking to me? Wheezing, I try to suck air past the panic bubbling in my throat.
Stepping into the kitchen, she stands at the stove, turned away from me.
The bubbling of the soup echoes in my ears. I don’t know what to expect. Am I in trouble? The crushing weight on my chest is suffocating
“Hi honey, did you take out the food recycling?”
Oooh well that is quite the buildup there to that moment. I loved the tension you're building simply with the way the thoughts are running around this person. It really makes us immerse so much more into the piece I think. Its a lovely way to present this very uncomfortable situation.
The pressure snakes down, allowing me to gasp in a breath. Oh good, it’s just a normal visit. She was just busy cooking.
“No, sorry. I wanted to say hi first.”
“Can you do that for me? It would help a lot.”
“Of course.”
Turning around, she smiles. “Good girl. I can always rely on you, honey.”
I make eye contact and smile back, it’s the appropriate thing to do.
"What are you waiting for?”
“Ah, sorry. I’ll go do that now.”
Well..that was an interesting ending. I'm not sure if it ends up fully showcasing the reason for all the tension there, it leaves us perhaps to guess a little more and in the end it kind of leaves us with a bit of a cliffhanger almost because we see that our protagonist seems to have caught her mother in a time where she doesn't do whatever has caused our protagonist to be so guarded and afraid and yet we also see her trying to pretend there. It definitely leaves you wondering just that little bit more.
Aaaaand that's it for this one.
Overall: Overall this was a really interesting read here. There was quite a bit of power that it held in terms of the thoughts especially and the very palpable tension it all seemed to carry.
As always remember to take what you think was helpful and forget the rest.
Stay Safe
Harry
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