I sat in a cold,
dimly lit room. The small glass pipe filled with
ash and about 50 grams of Dimethyltryptamine was laying, loosely, in
my hand. The warm summer sun was shining through the curtains. I had
done this this a few times before but only in small masses. I never
had any major problems in life. A good childhood, long lasting
friends to this day and a beautiful girlfriend, but I need more. I
feel like there is no sense in my life anymore. I am just like the
rest of the world. I need an experience.
I was only brave enough to take small doses and got some pretty heavy
visions but only bright shapes and abstract art, nothing to draw a
message from.
I took my first
inhale, it felt like razorblades in my lungs. After the third inhale
I lost control of my body and just slumped down. The pipe fell to the
floor and the sound of glass hitting the wooden floor rang amplified
through my head. At first the shapes began to appear but I broke
through and landed on a grass field, my mind dulled by the drug I
just accepted it and stood up to move on. As soon as I moved the
scenery changed to a forest with a opening in the middle in front of
me. On the ground was a pond with big rocks
surrounding it. On top I saw my girl friend, clothed in what seemed
like vines. She looked like a nymph from Greek mythology. She was not
alone. A satyr came up with a face looking a lot like my friend Josh.
They started kissing and then more. My girlfriend mockingly looked at
me during their act of love. I turned around and hoped for a change
of scenery. I was angry for the first time during a trip. The next
place was an old ship, a Brigg, a storm came on. In midst I got flung
of by a heavy wave. Once underwater, the storm immediately stopped
and looking at the ship a saw all my friends and family looking down
at my sinking body but doing nothing. As I sunk deeper I noticed
strange creatures around me. Big, terrifiying, but they didn't seem
to notice me. After a while I reached the bottom and there I found a
chest and in it was a letter but as I grabbed it it light up in a
bright fllame and now I was surrounded by black rocks and flowing lava.
I saw no way to escape so I just sat down.
I got buried under
that flowing lump of fire but I didn't feel anything. It still was a
trip afterall.
I was on the grass
plains again and in front of me three things. A piece of wood, A
letter and a black Rock. I woke up. The room was still the same, only
now had the sun warmed up the room.
I didn't feel an
impact at first but then it hit me like a fist and I just puked. I
decided to go to my girlfriend, although I said to her I was working
the whole day. The trip gave me a felling that something terrible was
about to happen. When I came into her bed room I saw her satisfying my friend Josh and his piece, which looked like a piece of wood,hard and
brown. When they noticed me, I was already
out of the house before anyone could talk to me. She later send me a
letter to apologise and to
say it was over. I decided to get wasted in the pup. Late at night I strolled around, drunk as hell. A small gang tried to rob me
but I ran away, they also must've been high or dunk because one threw
a rock after me. I couldn't see it as it was black due to the lack of
light. I hit me on the head and just slumped down. I am lying here
now bleeding from the head, my phone at home, hoping that some will
find me. I only now am realising that the three objects from my trip
came into real life. It is funny how ones mind can sometimes aprehend
things before they happen. So was the case with me. I wanted a change
a I got it.
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